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[the_lack_of]

i'm too fuckin paranoid for a relationship.
my life is fine, it's none of your fucking business...who the fuck are you to preach?
let me find my own motivations.
and don't make false assumptions about what they are.

fucking contemptuous note to all of you.
fuck you.
i'll dismiss you and let you choke on my dust when i fucking get there.

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[anonymous]

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah....

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

i miss you.and hope more than anything that you're finally happy. i believe in you still. after everything.
nothing is going to change that. no matter the words that i say. i have no room for pride. but i want you to know i'm here. always and forever.

you're happiness is all i have ever wanted. it sounds like you finally have that-without me clouding it.

i love you. take care of yourself, please. and when you get where you're going, let me know how wonderful it is.

erika