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estimated time of fifteenth anniversary of forced intrusion into the mortal realm ~> approximately 3 and a half hours...
somebody's turning fifteen tomorrow...i wonder who...*glances suspiciously around me*
i'm confused. am i supposed to be excited or something? if anything, i feel depressed.
on the bright side, Math (which was a disaster) is over and so is my life. yay. (NOT)
haha i already know what i'm going to post tomorrow - the lyrics 100 Years by Five For Fighting! they're so relevant to me now...
Preview:
I'm fifteen for a moment
caught in between ten and twenty
and I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
see the blinding and earth shattering relevance to my life? especially the "I'm just dreaming/ [C]ounting the ways to where you are" part (see? I did a proper quote!) because i'm daydreaming of wu zun and counting the days till i can be with him watch him again haha. ^3^
oh man i have got to stop using wu zun's name in gong hans or writing about students zhui qiu -ing ou xiangs in my yan jiang...
Shocking evidence that i am nuts:
1. I almost went into the wrong car by mistake, and it didn't even remotely resemble my father's car in any way whatsoever. I think i was delusional and thought i saw a pink bear at the front. I thought wrong.
2. The second time i DID go to the right car, but i THOUGHT i went to the wrong car again so i walked away quickly, only to realise that it was the correct car. JEEZ!! I need to see a psychiatrist or something.
And it's not just recent, i have had a history of mental instability - the last time i went onto the bus and off again without tapping my ez-link card or paying. and i also took a cup instead of a bowl to take rice. i also happen to talk to myself often. somebody, anybody, save me from the madman i've become o___O i should star in that movie I'm a Cyborg but That's Ok which is set in an asylum and has rain in it. not that i care.
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
-Savin' Me by Nickelback <-random
ok i shall stop spamming people's friends page. if anyone needs me i will be in a corner trying to politely go insane.