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Sometimes I just get these waves of negative emotions for no reason whatsoever. When I was younger it was anger most of the time, but more recently (the last few years) it's been sadness and lonliness. There's no real reason for it- just five minutes ago I was totally fine and everything was great. Then- wham. Sadness city.
My mom says these sorts of mood swings run in the family, and we keep talking about going to see someone about it, but it hasn't happened yet. So there's really nothing I can do about it but try and make myself happier.
I'm going to watch some Mystery Science Theater (I started watching Hobgoblins before class, and it was so damn funny) and try and work on some art (coloring whooo!) and see if that doesn't cheer me up.
I realize this is a pretty crummy post after months of silence, but I'm sooo bad at journal keeping, arg arg arg.
My mom says these sorts of mood swings run in the family, and we keep talking about going to see someone about it, but it hasn't happened yet. So there's really nothing I can do about it but try and make myself happier.
I'm going to watch some Mystery Science Theater (I started watching Hobgoblins before class, and it was so damn funny) and try and work on some art (coloring whooo!) and see if that doesn't cheer me up.
I realize this is a pretty crummy post after months of silence, but I'm sooo bad at journal keeping, arg arg arg.