i close my eyes let the whole thing pass me by, their is no ime to waste.
this is an appology to everyone,
im sorry ive been acting so selfish lately, me and kelly had a long talk today she told me to look at the picture of me and daniel and think about how different i am, when she said that it hurt me so bad, my bestfriend even thinks ive changed and not for the better, in between the laughing about me being different it still hurt. im tired of thinking that life is all about getting wasted or being high. Its frankly pathetic. Im disgusted with myself, I QUIT*, im different i used to not care, now i do. I want to find myself and be who i wanna be, not follow people. This year when i made friends it rocked, people accepted me for who i am not knowing my past, i started all over. Now, that i have started over i have still ruined my chances for a good friendship. I feel like i cant win, or find myself on my own, i need help... since kelly doesnt kno what the fuck shes doing next year, Lets just say it doesnt help. Again im sorry for all the drama and shit ive caused, i love you all...
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im sorry ive been acting so selfish lately, me and kelly had a long talk today she told me to look at the picture of me and daniel and think about how different i am, when she said that it hurt me so bad, my bestfriend even thinks ive changed and not for the better, in between the laughing about me being different it still hurt. im tired of thinking that life is all about getting wasted or being high. Its frankly pathetic. Im disgusted with myself, I QUIT*, im different i used to not care, now i do. I want to find myself and be who i wanna be, not follow people. This year when i made friends it rocked, people accepted me for who i am not knowing my past, i started all over. Now, that i have started over i have still ruined my chances for a good friendship. I feel like i cant win, or find myself on my own, i need help... since kelly doesnt kno what the fuck shes doing next year, Lets just say it doesnt help. Again im sorry for all the drama and shit ive caused, i love you all...
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