Dec 17, 2005 11:43
well ok its time for an updation. the tears stopped rolling that lasted for about two minutes in front of a store Thursday evening. i was tired of shopping with my mom i had asked her to drop me off at home from school but she insisted so fine i went with her. then when my feet hurt to much to walk anymore i just stayed in the jeep. i turned the music up really loud yelled for a little bit(the music was so loud i could barely hear myself) then cried for a little bit then hugged my knees and just starred out the window at the people walking by. i feel better now i could go for some more loud music but thats all. its 11:46 i woke up at around 11 or so. my mom had wanted to go shopping again but i feel asleep at three i was watching the last samuri with my parents last night. i woke up at 7 but i couldnt keep my eyes open long enough to navigate my way out of bed. had the best brunch in the world my mom toasted some croisants and but inbetween them bacon ham and cheese it was so good. arent moms the bestest!?! well i feel displaced i still miss him. we talk through aim but i still miss him. might see him monday then again on the 31. yay!!! ahhhhhh i need to get out of my house and walk to the park or something thats what i am going to do i'll go get my neighbors and we can walk to morris and play tennis or wall ball or the park or something. naything to get out. well bye shugars
~the kat with ears~