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[the_killer_muse]

you try to talk.
seems to help.
but then youre right back where you started again.
so now what do you do?
im not really sure.
i wish i did know though.
because then this wouldnt be so confusing.
he was supposed to be the boy who made it all better.
he wasnt like the others.
now hes turning into worse than the others.
im not sure how to deal with this.
i know what i should do.
or at least what im expected to do.
but i dont want to.
i really like him.
its always the same.
my heart gets in the way of my better judgment.
but i think this time i should solve it.
before im in too deep.
with no way out.