DAMN ALL U NERDS!!!
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
You know its days like today, that i wish i was one of those REALLY REALLY REALLY, obsessed science fiction roswell/farscape nerds. My friends already think i am and of course i always deny it. if they saw some of the stuff that Roswellians and Scapers get up to just to get shows back on tv, they would never call me an obsessive nerd again.
But thats not the point of my story. I read on my sci-fi boards that im always on, all the cool (probably best not to use that word and 'nerd' in the same sentence...) things that fans get up to, especially when it comes to Farscape. i mean, im stuck at home during the hols sittin on my arse arguing with my family, and doin jack shit, full well knowing that there are ppl my age, going places and meeting other fellow scapers and havin the times of their lives and not caring what other ppl say or think.
I guess what im saying is that, i AM one of those ppl who likes to do that sort of stuff, but i cant. I live to far away from any major city such as brisbane or sydney, only have one parent, no money, I cant drive (yet) and none of my friends are really in the least bit interested in the same things as me. FUCK IT! Why cant life ever be fair to me???
When i have this little moments, as u have just witnessed above, the only thing that keeps me sane, is by tellin myself that, in a few years, i will finally be outta this hellhole my mum likes to call home. And when that happens, i am never coming back and i can do WHAT i want, WHEN i want, go WHERE i want, and just have fun with all my science fiction stuff, which is essentially wat i wanna do. But im a teenager, and that stuff just inst 'cool'....yet..............
You know its days like today, that i wish i was one of those REALLY REALLY REALLY, obsessed science fiction roswell/farscape nerds. My friends already think i am and of course i always deny it. if they saw some of the stuff that Roswellians and Scapers get up to just to get shows back on tv, they would never call me an obsessive nerd again.
But thats not the point of my story. I read on my sci-fi boards that im always on, all the cool (probably best not to use that word and 'nerd' in the same sentence...) things that fans get up to, especially when it comes to Farscape. i mean, im stuck at home during the hols sittin on my arse arguing with my family, and doin jack shit, full well knowing that there are ppl my age, going places and meeting other fellow scapers and havin the times of their lives and not caring what other ppl say or think.
I guess what im saying is that, i AM one of those ppl who likes to do that sort of stuff, but i cant. I live to far away from any major city such as brisbane or sydney, only have one parent, no money, I cant drive (yet) and none of my friends are really in the least bit interested in the same things as me. FUCK IT! Why cant life ever be fair to me???
When i have this little moments, as u have just witnessed above, the only thing that keeps me sane, is by tellin myself that, in a few years, i will finally be outta this hellhole my mum likes to call home. And when that happens, i am never coming back and i can do WHAT i want, WHEN i want, go WHERE i want, and just have fun with all my science fiction stuff, which is essentially wat i wanna do. But im a teenager, and that stuff just inst 'cool'....yet..............