Jan 12, 2006 15:21
See... I really should have seen this coming, because in this order, I have over the last few days noticed the following symptoms, except at the time I didn't realise they were symptoms.
Easily Hurt.
Very Tired.
Writers Block.
Very Bored.
Easily Irritated.
Appetite Improved.
Eating out of Boredom.
And now, for no reason at all, I want to cry. And I feel extremely vulnerable, like the next mean thing anyone says is going to make me cry.
Except I can't.
I want chocolate so bad right now. I know you don't all hate me, but I can't convince myself of that. For no reason at all I feel like the world is a horrible horrible place. And it doesn't feel like all these symptoms are going to go away. Also, I'm miserable and I have no reason to be, and that makes me feel worse. And I haven't much enthusiasm. And I'm stupid for not seeing this coming.
And... you get the general idea.
Hello Depression. Long time no see. You have reminded me of your horrid existence. Fuck off now, please.
depression!