violation

[the_katsmeow]

this is me falling out of my skin
as your mouth runs over me
tearing me open like last night's dinner
and i wonder why i am here in your car
staring up through the back window
into the blackened sky
i watch as the rain crashes above me
and i wonder what it would be like to drown
instead of living this moment with you
and i wonder why i left the house
placing myself in your arms like a common whore
i wish that i could understand the truth
the motivation behind the action

i wanted to watch myself from a distance
a voyeur to my personal shadow
to watch the dance unfold