only out of necessity
I update now because I left my real journal at school, and I'm running out of room in my old journal for anachronistic entries.
I am so ready to go back to school - thinking about and planning and preparing for next semester is making me stressed - there is going to be so much work, so many chances to excel, so many opportunities to find grand adventure. I'm sick of sitting around - I'm chomping at the bit to get at them. And, I miss my fab five dearly. DIRELY.
I drive to Georgia all alone tomorrow, and I am nervous for the following reasons:
1) I am driving 6.5 hours by myself to the ASP SAW. Trip there shouldn't be too bad, but it's the trip back on nominal sleep that I' m worried about
2) I still have a heck of a lot of practicing to do before I go back to school, and before recital/wedding season kicks up.
3) I haven't packed anything. When I come back from the SAW, I need to pack up everything and be ready to have completely moved back to school by noon the next day, when I have a voice lesson. Aach!
General other things that are heckling me:
1) my confused heart
2) class schedule, grades, and graduation
3) this summer - WHERE am I really supposed to be and WHAT am I really supposed to be doing? eh???
4) THE FUTURE, including
- life plans as they relate to insurance
- money for grad school
- sustaining friendships with the people I love the most
I feel better after enumeration... usually.
Leap of faith! here I go!
I am so ready to go back to school - thinking about and planning and preparing for next semester is making me stressed - there is going to be so much work, so many chances to excel, so many opportunities to find grand adventure. I'm sick of sitting around - I'm chomping at the bit to get at them. And, I miss my fab five dearly. DIRELY.
I drive to Georgia all alone tomorrow, and I am nervous for the following reasons:
1) I am driving 6.5 hours by myself to the ASP SAW. Trip there shouldn't be too bad, but it's the trip back on nominal sleep that I' m worried about
2) I still have a heck of a lot of practicing to do before I go back to school, and before recital/wedding season kicks up.
3) I haven't packed anything. When I come back from the SAW, I need to pack up everything and be ready to have completely moved back to school by noon the next day, when I have a voice lesson. Aach!
General other things that are heckling me:
1) my confused heart
2) class schedule, grades, and graduation
3) this summer - WHERE am I really supposed to be and WHAT am I really supposed to be doing? eh???
4) THE FUTURE, including
- life plans as they relate to insurance
- money for grad school
- sustaining friendships with the people I love the most
I feel better after enumeration... usually.
Leap of faith! here I go!