Only the fool in me believes there is sense in it.

[the_jynx]

Leaving tomorrow night. Funeral is saturday. Missing another two days of work. I'll be back sunday night. Bryon's coming this time. This'll prove to be quite an adventure. I guess Bryon coming isn't good in a way. It'll be nice to see him again, and for everyone to see him. On the downside, however, I'm looking far too much into this thing with Michelle and some part of me would rather make the trip with just the two of us. On the way down there, one of her friends called her and was talking about setting her up with some dude. At that moment I felt exactly like I feel whenever Kristen talks about some guy she's dating or whatnot. I was crushed. I know that, in reality, there is nothing there... and then there is always some small thread of hope inside. Much like with Kristen. For the most part I've come to understand that Kristen is more like a sister than anything she has been, or will ever be. It needs to be the same with Michelle, because I know it wouldn't work out. Even if she felt something towards me, there's too much against any of this for it to last any relevant amount of time.

So then... tomorrow night. We meet again. By monday I'll have only worked two of the last ten days. I'm starting to lean towards moving back... but I know she is part of that, and that can't be my reason. Not again. It's not worth the heartache.

A Twist in the Myth is damn good.

~Smiles :)