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why hello!
i haven't updated in like 32423 billion years
things have been going up, then down, then up again
everything was going fine, my grades, my friends, my life in general.
and then i went through a phase where everything except my grades went to shit.
i felt like all my friends couldn't stand me, and that i was non important.
bleh
but now things are back to good again
even though my mom was mad at me yesterday cause i broke the door on our entertainment center because of my anger :(
i made kelsey her present.
it is the coolest thing since sliced bread.
this is weird:
the other day i opened my fridge and my cat jumped down from the cabinet ABOVE the fridge.
1. how does she get up there?
2. why must she scare the hell out of me in getting down?
my mom thought it was weird.
thennn
we got samoas!
except my mom doesn't realize the...strength of my love for them, so she only got one box. it'll be gone by today, mark my words
uhmmmm
went to burgerking again friday...i have to stop going there cause i'm trying to svae up but every weekendi go through like 20 bucksi n one night! it's horrible...i want a ps2 game.
haven't talked to my stepdad much lately. i don't know why....i feel bad because my parents always invite me to go do stuff with them but i never feel like it...and i feel like my parent/child relationship is going down the shithole...all me and my mom do is fight.
my anger management sorta helped me...being able to talk about this stuff really puts me in a good mood for a couple days....and i found out what my "anger cues" are so i can better control myself.
it doesn't really help anger wise though, just emotionally.
so i'm doing okay on the girl factor...not
the girl i want to talk to refuses to even acknowledge i'm talking to her.
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i'm a wreck.
fadljtoiewrpozxcg,mnaswer
goodbye.
i haven't updated in like 32423 billion years
things have been going up, then down, then up again
everything was going fine, my grades, my friends, my life in general.
and then i went through a phase where everything except my grades went to shit.
i felt like all my friends couldn't stand me, and that i was non important.
bleh
but now things are back to good again
even though my mom was mad at me yesterday cause i broke the door on our entertainment center because of my anger :(
i made kelsey her present.
it is the coolest thing since sliced bread.
this is weird:
the other day i opened my fridge and my cat jumped down from the cabinet ABOVE the fridge.
1. how does she get up there?
2. why must she scare the hell out of me in getting down?
my mom thought it was weird.
thennn
we got samoas!
except my mom doesn't realize the...strength of my love for them, so she only got one box. it'll be gone by today, mark my words
uhmmmm
went to burgerking again friday...i have to stop going there cause i'm trying to svae up but every weekendi go through like 20 bucksi n one night! it's horrible...i want a ps2 game.
haven't talked to my stepdad much lately. i don't know why....i feel bad because my parents always invite me to go do stuff with them but i never feel like it...and i feel like my parent/child relationship is going down the shithole...all me and my mom do is fight.
my anger management sorta helped me...being able to talk about this stuff really puts me in a good mood for a couple days....and i found out what my "anger cues" are so i can better control myself.
it doesn't really help anger wise though, just emotionally.
so i'm doing okay on the girl factor...not
the girl i want to talk to refuses to even acknowledge i'm talking to her.
asd;ltj;alsdjl;asdjfoasdjf;lkasdjf;lasjdf;lkadcfcxzf;lkjasdtoiewpoquwerl;ijeoriqw
i'm a wreck.
fadljtoiewrpozxcg,mnaswer
goodbye.