Jun 28, 2005 22:23
just too say, stuff i write on livejournal is basically just that, stuff on livejournal. i dont talk about most of this stuff to anyone. i just write it down so that it doesn't control me completely...its helping less and less, but i still do it. i just want the few ppl that read this too know i'm not some pathetic lonely guy, this is one side of me, as small side at that...i think :P
fuck, i wrote this huge paragraph about the way i feel and i didn't like it. so too the point; amber was the only person who i thought REALLY liked, even loved me. there that was it, everything else i could say doesn't seam to matter.