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Oct 25, 2004 23:35

I cried so hard the other night.

I was so incredibly lonely. I watched some movies and I realized that I just can't take this loneliness anymore. I really can't. I want him so bad. I mean, I really want to be with this guy. I realize that he is my past and present- and could possibly be my future.
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Description:
Tall (6'2)(maybe)
somewhat of a beer belly.
Kind of going bald on top.
beautiful full lips.
blue eyes
light brown- dirty blond hair.
awesome smile.
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O.k. so perhaps he's not perfect in features- but he's absolutely wonderful and so absolutely simple. I've decided that I just can't take the weirdos- you know the ones you want to have intelligent conversations with- but they're not really listening to you- they're really listening to themselves talk. Well- he's not like that. I can have an intelligent conversation without talking so hoity toity.
Anyway...so he's just run this thing over me- I just have to have him. I pray, and ask god to just let him be the one for me- and perhaps he is- but i guess only god knows.....neway

....sudi
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