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god damn oh lord goddam oh lord goddamn oh lord!
pseudo morals work real well on the talk shows for the weak
i am the animal who will not be himself
i hate the hater i'll rape the raper i am the ism
i still dream of being with her forever i cannot seem to be able to let her go. my precious lyndsay was so addicting but dilaudid in my veins wasa betyter i'm just some useless junkie shot up with love ...fucking cupid shot m,e with the arrow of love nopw i cany get her off my mind. but i guess i deserve to suffer aftert what ive put my friends and family thruespecially since i cant stop cutting myself. i mean iu dont want to i hate how it makes me feel more empty and overly selfish im just too fucked up to live with myself now. i'm so weak so broke ive lost faith in myself.
this is no5t my life i dont want to cut myself. but uim just that much of a failure i cant stop its just so addictive. but i think i'm done b/c it makes my mother cry and that tears me apart "each time i make my mother cry an angel dies and falls from heaven. when the worm consunes the boy... i wished apon a star and got everything i didnt deserve i didnt deserve to suffer thru this but my life from before i fell is simply over none of it is salvageable. i'm, broken and empty i am just wormboy now a decayiong corpse of what i once was i'm just a whore with too many vd's. im dirty i desxerve to be dead but instead i live a lide as a fragmenty of what i once was.i never wanted it to ever spoil but it did it is now rotten and insect-filled. a dead dream i will never get to move to a college and live my life llke a normal kid my age i just get to sit inm my desolate room crying and cut int a milli8on places bleeding and scabby. i knoiw i'm slipping away. i know it is every thiong they said it was. i know i am all the things they said i was. oh no. its all as fake asd a hollywood set. but i will never be worshipped like
what have oi become m,y sweetest friend? and you can have it all my empire of dirt"
i will leave you HURT.
pseudo morals work real well on the talk shows for the weak
i am the animal who will not be himself
i hate the hater i'll rape the raper i am the ism
i still dream of being with her forever i cannot seem to be able to let her go. my precious lyndsay was so addicting but dilaudid in my veins wasa betyter i'm just some useless junkie shot up with love ...fucking cupid shot m,e with the arrow of love nopw i cany get her off my mind. but i guess i deserve to suffer aftert what ive put my friends and family thruespecially since i cant stop cutting myself. i mean iu dont want to i hate how it makes me feel more empty and overly selfish im just too fucked up to live with myself now. i'm so weak so broke ive lost faith in myself.
this is no5t my life i dont want to cut myself. but uim just that much of a failure i cant stop its just so addictive. but i think i'm done b/c it makes my mother cry and that tears me apart "each time i make my mother cry an angel dies and falls from heaven. when the worm consunes the boy... i wished apon a star and got everything i didnt deserve i didnt deserve to suffer thru this but my life from before i fell is simply over none of it is salvageable. i'm, broken and empty i am just wormboy now a decayiong corpse of what i once was i'm just a whore with too many vd's. im dirty i desxerve to be dead but instead i live a lide as a fragmenty of what i once was.i never wanted it to ever spoil but it did it is now rotten and insect-filled. a dead dream i will never get to move to a college and live my life llke a normal kid my age i just get to sit inm my desolate room crying and cut int a milli8on places bleeding and scabby. i knoiw i'm slipping away. i know it is every thiong they said it was. i know i am all the things they said i was. oh no. its all as fake asd a hollywood set. but i will never be worshipped like
what have oi become m,y sweetest friend? and you can have it all my empire of dirt"
i will leave you HURT.