Nov 27, 2007 04:27
Who: Saeki and Ryoga
What: unexpected visit, talking, plans for first date :)
When: Few days after last Ryoga/Saeki log
Where: Saeki's room
Rating: PG-15 for making out? >D
Ryoga took a deep breath as he found his way to Saeki's room again. He'd already checked how he looked in the mirror about 10 times to make sure he looked okay, had brushed his teeth like 5 times, done his hair about 20 times and was still extremely nervous. He quickly knocked on the door before he backed out, because...this was it, right?
Another dull day Saeki thought absently. He had stayed in bed later than usual just because he had felt like it. There was not much of a point in getting up early if there was nothing to do; he had washed up, taken a somewhat quick shower, each chore again taking longer than usual. And just when he stood by the window, glancing outside, today looked like it was going to be cold again.... when there was a knock on the door. He wondered who would be knocking there this early in the morning, not really expecting visitors... He went up to open the door. And almost froze at the all too familiar person who stood there.
"Um...hey?" Ryoga wondered why he was already starting to shake from nerves, and shoved his hands into his pockets to sort of hide them (effectively pushing his jeans down a little at the same time), ducking his head so the hat he'd chosen to wear covered the blush already coming across his face. "Are you free to talk?" It was better to take it one step at a time right?
"Yeah, of course.." Saeki pushed the door open, one hand automatically flying to the nape of his neck. Why-hadn't-Ryoga-told-him-beforehand? His room was something of a mess, even the bed was not made. And he so didn't want Ryoga to see him like that. But then Ryoga was here, and he was talking. Not to mention he himself had waited for this so...
Somehow he managed to look faintly amused at how Saeki was acting with the state of his room. "We can talk somewhere else if you'd prefer?" He asked softly, seeing the slight awkwardness and sheepishness Saeki was displaying at the look of his room. It was nothing like his own but...then again who's was?
"No, its ok. " Saeki nodded, already clearing off a few things off his bed, enough so that there was place for them to be seated, though that only meant shifting the pile from one place to another. It was still messy, but ok, they could talk now...
Ryoga nodded, taking a deep breath as he stepped inside, letting the door close behind himself. "So..." Only now he didn't know where to start. Or at least start babbling with, because that'd be the easier way to talk, even if it wasn't direct?
"......" Talk, wells that’s what they were supposed to do. But it was going to be a bit difficult if they were starting off with a 'So'. "Its good to see you. " Saeki shook his head, taking a seat on a chair, across from where Ryoga was seated. Not too close in case he made Ryoga uncomfortable, but not too far away, so that he wouldn't miss anything.
Pulling one leg over the other Ryoga smiled at that, tugging the end of his hate down a little as that caused him to blush too. My god he was like a nervous wreck or something. "It's good to see you too" He murmured back, glancing up then to show he wasn't lying, before he gazed out of the window. "Did...you think things through?"
"Sort of. " Saeki decided to focus on the far side window for now. Or the floor maybe, yes the tiles always had rather attractive patterns, something which he hadn't noticed before... Because if he looked straight at Ryoga, he didn't know if he would be able to say whatever needed saying..
"By any chance do you want me to go first?" Ryoga raised an eyebrow at how Saeki could barely look at him now. It was hardly a reassuring thought. But he had to get these things out in the open, right? And if he was direct it would make things easier on both of them.
"Sure. " Saeki nodded. It was not himself he was unsure of right now, to him it had been his first... near about everything, and well, he pretty much knew what he wanted. But then it was far from even remotely similar for the other . What he was not sure was how Ryoga was feeling about the whole thing.
"Right..." He figured that'd happen, but...it didn't make it any easier. And he had to pace otherwise he'd be fidgeting all over where he was sat. "I don't know how to exactly put this...so sorry if I start babbling..." He started off, sort of hugging himself as he walked backwards and forwards along the others floor.
"......." This was the part where he was just supposed to listen. right? A part of him almost didn't want to, since he really had no idea what Ryoga was going to say. But then he was somewhat thankful that Ryoga had shown up in the first place. And listening to what the other would say was way better than Ryoga not giving him an answer at all.
"Okay...first off, I do like you" Well....that had been easier than he thought it would, and the ease sort of made him blink in surprise for a moment. Weird. "And it may sound weird with all this going on but...I sort of knew at the time, I was just sort of thrown of guard as well I didn't, and still don't know exactly that much about you, but the point is I want to right? And well... I have no idea what you've come up with so I guess I should shut up right about now right?"
Ok, it took him a full minute to actually process all of that, but ok. That had been a positive, right. He had clearly not missed the 'I like you' part, and he tried to repeat it in his head once again, to make sure it had been said, since well, it had been said rather fast. " I like you. " Saeki glanced up a faint smile playing on his lips. "I mean I really like you..."
Ryoga didn't know if he'd ever been more relieved before in his life. Though it was quite possible that he had, even if this was nerve wracking enough. "Then....that's good right? We like each other..." He licked his bottom lip, sort of nervously still. "Now the question just is... what do we do with that?"
"What do you want to do with that?” It was a funny question, and one which was very difficult to answer as well. Not that there was a proper answer to it in the first place. "We can't really date and stuff here, now can we?” he thought aloud, provided that Ryoga wanted to go or dates and stuff. Isn't that how a relationship normally worked?
"I'm not entirely sure how it would work here" Oh, now that was weird. And sort of made him miss shopping all over again. Damn. "I could cook you dinner? That'd work as a date right?" He could cook so it sort of made sense...
"You can cook?" Saeki almost blinked, a little amused. Well, it sure as hell didn't look like Ryoga would be able to. And while he was not a disaster in the kitchen, well he doubted instant ramen and sandwiches qualified as cooking. Cooking would be nice provided it all turned out edible....
"I've been out in the world along since i was little, and have traveled half the world learning new meals, of course I can" And a pretty darn good one too. Only this probably made him seem even more girly like. Oops....
"So you can cook well. Then go ahead. " Saeki corrected himself. Of course he was not complaining. Only an idiot would reject that offer, that too coming from the person he liked... what was the term for it, boyfriend? Lover? His face flushed very lightly. Maybe he shouldn't be thinking in those terms.
"Hmm...How’s tonight about 7 sound?" Ryoga smiled, shuffling over to sort of squat in front of Saeki so he could see him better. He'd already planned it out before he'd come to see the other, so he knew they had everything for what he had planned in.
So this was really a date then? "Seven sounds good.” he nodded. "Um, you want to meet in the kitchen?" he asked, finally looking at Ryoga. His eyes lingering on the other's face, idly thinking of how he had missed it over the past few days. His gaze flickered to Ryoga's lips. Yup, that guy was definitely still wearing the lip balm.
"Perfect" Ryoga smiled, leaning over and kissing Saeki's head lightly before pulling back. "I'll do you something special, you okay with foreign food?" He smiled. Some people weren't but he didn't really want to try making sushi or something for the first time tonight. If he could help it.
"Foreign food is ok.” Saeki closed his eyes at lips on his head. He was not used to foreign food, but then he was not a complete stranger to it, the team always liked to experiment with what not when they stepped out. And he had some experience with it at least.
"Good" He moved his mouth down to kiss Saeki's lips instead, unable to not smile because something was going right for once. "What drink do you want with it? I can scrounge around for different sodas and stuff, because I am not giving you wine" He smiled, a little amused as he played with a strand of Saeki's hair.
"Maybe wine?” Saeki smiled, "I've you to take care of me, don't I?" He murmured, only half joking as he kissed back, the faint taste of strawberries mixing in the kiss. Though he knew he was not taking wine again, it would be best to wait until it was legal. His hand found its way up to Ryoga's shoulder as he tried to get more from that kiss...
"Oh no, I'm not having you worry me all over again" Ryoga mumbled, the hand that had been playing with a few stray strands of Saeki's hair actually threading into it now as he kissed Saeki a little more, eyes closing at just how good it felt. Yes, he'd definitely missed this too.
"Fair enough...” Saeki mumbled, closing a little more of the distance between their bodies as his lips melted away against the other's. "I was joking.” he added. But then had Ryoga really worried about him back then? He didn't know if it should make him feel better, but it did...
"Hmm" Ryoga hummed out, only half hearing the words as he wanted to kiss Saeki more, until he was breathless, and he didn't even pull away until that was the case either, his lips still almost touching Saeki's even as they stopped kissing.
"Wow...” Saeki murmured softly as they parted. He had missed this and how. Just with that, he was breathing a little uneasy, and his lips were yearning for more of the other's lip balm and just more of Ryoga's lips right now.
"Wow?" Ryoga repeated, voice a tad amused as he moved his hands to rest them on Saeki's legs, sort of needing the balance from the way he was sat. "Am I really that good Saeki?" He purred out the others name, smiling a little mischievously as he simply looked at the other - having pulled back a little more to speak.
"Well... that’s... I...” Crap. He had almost forgotten that Ryoga could indeed hear what he was saying. And was he really expected to answer that? "Don't get too cocky...” his face flushed, "But yes...." a faint smile played on his lips, his fingers once again playing with Ryoga's locks.
"Spoil my fun why don't you" Ryoga mumbled, reaching up to lightly tug on Saeki's bottom lip before lightly kissing him again. "But considering it's a good thing, I don't exactly mind being praised" He winked, hands sliding a little further up Saeki's legs as he shifted to actually sit a little better.
"I think you don't need praising from me..." Saeki's legs shifted as the other's hand edged up a little, though he knew it was probably unintentional. But that did not mean it was not affecting him. Their date was not supposed to be until seven... For now he supposed he should just try to ignore the funny fluttery feeling rising inside him. "You do a lot of that yourselves...” he spoke amused.
"That's because I'm amazing" Ryoga smiled, tipping his head back a bit to look up at Saeki from where he was. Seen as his hat was getting in the way now. "Besides..." He grinned. "I don't see you complaining that much"
"......." Now what sort of reasoning was that? "Should I start complaining?” Saeki laughed lightly. Seriously, was their no winning against this guy? He idly thought that Fuji would fare a little better. Of course it didn't mean that he was backing away either.
"I don't think you should" Ryoga grinned, hands moving up purposely this time so he could wrap his around Saeki's waist to tug him closer. "I'd probably be even more egotistic then" He laughed faintly.
"If that’s even possible..." Saeki tentatively rested his head on Ryoga's shoulder, nuzzling a bit into Ryoga's neck, before making himself more comfortable, one of his hands seeking the other's body for more support.
Ryoga snorted at that. "You didn't see me when I was a model, y'know I was worse than I am now" Somehow. His brain added, yet he smiled at the sort of...snuggliness? that was going on and hugged Saeki a little closer.
"That, I would have liked to see..." Saeki shrugged. He wanted to see all sides of Ryoga's personality, and if that was one of them, so be it... Though he might probably suffer from a mild headache or two. But then right now it did seem like a small price to play... He could almost blink at that train of thought. Maybe he was not thinking straight again.
"Unfortunately it was a while back when I was one, so...sort of missed that anyway" He chuckled lightly. "Before I was brought here I did boring freelance computer work, easy way to get money yet again" He smirked. Yes, he was never one for over working and stressing up his body thank you.
"Computers?" Funny, Ryoga didn't really strike him as the type who would be into computers. Though he could easily imagine Ryoga as a model. "You play tennis too, don't you?" his fingers glided up and down the other's back.
"It was practically the only course I could do without qualifications. This is why school is good for you" Ryoga laughed faintly. He was smart though, so it all sort of worked out in the end. "I do yes, in whatever free time I have"
"Then we should play sometime..." Saeki tilted his head so that he could look at Ryoga's face. This close, his lips were brushing the side of Ryoga's cheek, not quite, but almost, his breath ghosting over the other's face.
"Play what?" No Ryoga couldn't help that his voice had come out a little seductive with those words. Even if he tried to, he doubted his own personality would let it come out just curiously. His tongue licked along his bottom lip when he felt Saeki's breath on his skin and he turned his head a little, more to look the other in the eye than anything.
"Play..." Tennis was what he was going to say, but that word didn't quite make it past his lips as Ryoga turned around and was now looking at him. He didn't know what it was about the older boy that could do this to him, but whatever it was, he was unable to put a finger on it anyway, ".. Tennis...” he added after a moment’s silence, remembering what h wanted to say in the first place...
Ryoga pouted a little at that, though it was more jokingly done than anything. "Only tennis?" He teased, wondering how far he could push the other until he blushed. Or something. "I can think of other ways we could play Saeki~" He smiled, though it was sort of devilish, which was probably quite in tune with what he was suggesting anyway.
"Like...?" Saeki averted his gaze just a little. Ok, so maybe that was not the smartest thing to ask right now, but that was the first word that had come to mind, or that he could think of, with that voice filling his head. He was no idiot, and he did have a mild idea of the games that interested Ryoga. He just shouldn't have asked that.
"Are you sure you want me to answer that?" Ryoga murmured into Saeki's ear before lightly nipping at the shell of it. And with that he snuggled the other closer, totally going against what he was saying because snuggling was cute right? Ah well.
"I think you already did..." Saeki unconsciously tugged the other a little closer, the faintest of shivers running through him at the wet sensation on his ear. He touched his lips to the side of Ryoga's face, leaving light butterfly kisses. Maybe those games wouldn't be a bother...
Ryoga laughed a little breathily at that. "I meant properly dear~" He smiled, swiping his tongue across the others ear instead before sucking lightly on the lobe. The light kisses on his face sort of made him let go though, to nuzzle Saeki instead.
"You don't play fair.” Saeki sighed softly, closing his eyes as he just held Ryoga. He was tempted to lay with the soft mop of green tickling his chin, but refrained, remembering the vanity thing from last time. He licked his lips and the still tasted like strawberry...
"If I wasn't playing fair you'd know by now" Ryoga cackled softly, making it sound sort of evil though he was just playing around. "Besides, you probably like it more like that anyway" He smirked.
"Wouldn't you like to know?" Saeki spoke amused. As if he was telling that. His hand slipped lower to sort of snake around Ryoga's waist. "I'm not all that simple you know..." he leaned forward to lightly nip on Ryoga's ear, his finger's slipping under the hem of Ryoga's shirt, toying with the fabric.
Ryoga made a small noise at the attention, closing his eyes momentarily at the nip on his ear followed by the others hands and fingers. "Interesting..." He murmured, licking his lips a little as one hand moved to thread through Saeki's hair gently.
"Really....?" Saeki trailed his lips over Ryoga's neck, teeth grazing skin very lightly, not really intending to do anything much, more out of wanting to keep Ryoga closer for a little bit longer before he decided to get up and leave again. Of course this time would be different, because this time, there was a promise of a next time. But maybe he was just taking his time getting used to it.
"Quite" Ryoga flushed as a soft gasp came out with that one word as Saeki's teeth ran over his skin, hugging him a bit closer. "Considering..." He trailed off, not saying what it was considering.
"Considering...?" Saeki looked up, lacing one hand around Ryoga's neck, while his fingers stilled whatever they were doing to Ryoga's shirt, though it had ridded up a little, exposing skin. The way the other spoke just now...
"Just uh things" Ryoga replied, overly distracted. Then again, who wouldn't be with an overly good looking boy doing whatever he was to him. His teeth tugged at his bottom lip, as if to bite it only not. As that would probably mess them up a bit.
"Ok..." That answer would suffice for now. He had a lot of time to find out more. Saeki placed a quick kiss on Ryoga's lips, quick because he didn't know what the other wanted from him right now. And if slow was working, then he was ok with slow. His hold loosened a little, but his hands didn't leave Ryoga's body.. not just yet.
"Hmm" Ryoga hummed back, smiling at the quick kiss before he moved so he could rest his chin on Saeki's shoulder, hat getting in the way for much else. "I knew I shouldn't have worn a hat today" He mumbled to himself, before realizing what he was doing and shut his mouth. Heh heh.
"Actually, I agree. " Saeki shook his head, smiling, a little amused. He took off the hat, and tossed it on the bed. There. Much better. It had almost scraped him there. Not that he would mind a light scrape. But still. Of course that fact that he didn't know what he was doing was a completely different matter altogether..
"Now...I have hat hair" Ryoga frowned as the hat was gone, and his hair was indeed rather flat. Carefully he reached up to try and sort it out a bit, not even realizing how silly he probably looked.
"So...?" Saeki gently started running his hand through Ryoga's hands, so that the other could stop him if he wanted to. But this time he was straightening them instead of messing them up, so he didn't think that Ryoga had much of a reason to protest.
"It's cringe worthy?" Ryoga muttered, eyes closing as Saeki's hands went to help out too. He bit his lip lightly, tasting the lip balm, as he held back the urge to make a noise at how relaxing it felt.
"It’s cute... " Saeki smiled, resting his lips on Ryoga's forehead for a moment, before resuming whatever he had been doing. "There..." Some more light fluffing up, and they looked back in place. "Better? " He glanced at Ryoga again when he was done.
"Cute?" Ryoga blinked, scrunching his nose a little. "Since when has anything to do with me been cute?" He frowned a little, not even noticing he was pouting at the same time. "But I think so?" His fingers sort of ran over his hair a little, testing it.
"It was a compliment. " Saeki spoke amused. This guy was vain or what? And the way Ryoga was pouting, well it was making him look cuter, but he figured he should leave that detail unspoken. For now.
"...Oh" Ryoga flushed, ducking his head a little. "It's just...I've never had that one before" He laughed faintly, a little embarrassed over seeming touchy over it.
"Um you'll be getting more of those.. now and then.. If that’s ok with you.." Saeki averted his eyes as he spoke that. It was best to get everything cleared; it was best to make sure there are no stones unturned or so. So if he was going to need permission to compliment this guy, he supposed it was best to get that dealt with now. Not that he should be doing much of that, it was only going to contribute to that inflated ego. But still...
"I don't mind that~" Ryoga smiled, moving to lightly kiss Saeki on the lips before pulling away a bit. "Like I can say how amazingly sexy you look too?" He grinned, licking his lips for effect. Now what goes around comes around apparently. Or at least in his head.
"Well, that’s....." Saeki's face flushed up almost the instant that was said. Ok, so this whole complimenting thing was going to take getting a little used to. Especially hearing it in that voice, and when it was being said with that expression. It was like his body was on an auto response... "That’s .. really not....
"Ryoga's grin widened as Saeki instantly reacted, the color of the others face making him almost smirk. "It's really not what, honey?" He smiled sweetly, though it was obviously a cover up for the facial expression he really wanted to pull.
"You know what I mean...What I mean is.." Saeki closed his eyes, face flushing up a tad more, voice a tad protesting. At any rate, Ryoga had no reason to call him that right now, he still had all of his clothes on. Nope it was not making any sense at all. And for some damn reason, he couldn't even finish that one sentence.
"What you mean is?" Ryoga's breath ghosted over the others face as he whispered the words into Saeki's ear, tongue licking along it when done. His thumb ran along Saeki's bottom lip as he pulled back, his tongue following where his thumb was on his own mouth.
"........." And once again he had to focus on just breathing normally. There, it was happening all over again. It was getting difficult to think, it was getting difficult to breathe. And just about everything was going crazy in his head. He could feel himself going a little limp in Ryoga's arms. "You can't call people.. sexy all of a sudden. " his face was clearly tinged red now.
"No? It wasn't that sudden though, I faintly recall saying something along the lines of liking you right? Isn't that the next step up?" He smiled, tugging lightly on Saeki's bottom lip before moving his hand along Saeki's jaw down to his neck, moving it to the back of Saeki's head.
"What about liking me?" If this kept on, he could swear he would have a hard time just looking at Ryoga, but he was not going down just like this... He shuddered faintly under the other's touch, the finger that had lingered there was gone, it was like he could still feel that touch.
"Have I made you almost speechless again~?" Ryoga sang out, hand sliding slowly down Saeki's arm as his tongue ran along his top lip down to his bottom lip, sucking on his own bottom lip after. "My, my...aren't we easy to fluster?" He grinned.
Was it even possible to not be flustered when someone was doing that to you? If it was, he wouldn't really know, because it was sure as hell not working for him, "I can still talk...." he smiled weakly. Well barely, he thought as his arms tightened around Ryoga.
"Hence the almost" Ryoga winked, before deciding that yes he really did want to kiss Saeki again, especially now the other was all flustered and adorable looking. His mouth moved to slowly press against Saeki's again, hugging him closer as he left a few quick kisses on the others lips before brushing over them.
Saeki's eyes shot open at the lips on lips, before he slowly relaxed into the kiss, his lips slowly moving against Ryoga's, and his body pressing closer as he was held, not that he minded. Right now all of him was craving this contact, he knew he had wanted it since the last time he had it, and right now it was his body remembering how much he had missed this feeling... "Don't stop..." his voice came out as a mumble of sorts as he felt the contact fade away a bit.
"Don't stop what?" Ryoga murmured, voice coming out lowly as he concentrated on keeping kissing the other, his free hand going to Saeki's hair and tangling in it as the other played with the hem of Saeki's shirt before skimming along the skin underneath.
"I like you touching me... " There, he said it. It was easier once it was said, and his face flamed up at that again, but Saeki was going to ignore that. That was the second time he had been asked that question now. And he hadn't given a proper answer the last time. So the other deserved one now...
Ryoga's eyes closed at that before he pulled back a little, so he could sit back on his feet then he tugged Saeki down off the chair onto himself, catching him halfway and making his top slide up at the back as his hands held him there. "Good, I like touching you" He murmured, voice a little husky now as he moved to kiss Saeki again.
"Hey, what...are.." Saeki didn't really get to finish that, and for a moment he didn't know what was going on, just that it was all loss of balance, something in his chest tightened at that falling feeling, and before he knew he was safe in a pair of arms again. And it took him two minutes just to catch his breath, "That was a bit dangerous.." his fingers clutched at Ryoga's shirt.
"Not really" Ryoga smiled, kissing Saeki again. "If you fall, I'll catch you" He murmured, glad that they were closer now. He moved his mouth to kiss and nip at Saeki's neck while his hands slowly ran up the other's back.
"That was.... corny. " Saeki placed one hand on the floor, and one on Ryoga's shoulder for support, kissing Ryoga at the same time, his head almost spinning from everything that was happening right now. So one moment they were talking, then they were touching just a bit, and now they were completely on the floor, in each other's arms.... His tongue flicked out to lick along Ryoga's lower lip.
Ryoga chuckled at that. "English song actually... 'If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting~'" He sang out, in actual English and pretty well, then stopped as they were kissing again because that was much better. His mouth opened instantly at the feeling of Saeki's tongue on his lower lip, and his own came out to rub against Saeki's.
Saeki shifted again against Ryoga's body, he was still feeling a little off balance, and his fingers had to clutch at Ryoga just that much more tightly as he was losing himself to the feel of lips, tongue, and that taste again, mild strawberry... mixed with something he couldn't put his finger on, something that was distinctly Ryoga... A muffled mewl left his lips as tongues fought for dominance.
Ryoga groaned softly into the kiss, shuffling a little as his legs started to go a little dead so that they were no longer under him only to end up falling back - just breaking the kiss in time so no one got hurt. "Sorry" He muttered, a little sheepishly before he tugged Saeki closer again to kiss him again.
"It’s ok..." Saeki lightly pressed his forehead to Ryoga's, his lips just lingering on the other's, sort of savoring the moment, and the feel of being held in that embrace, breath puffing lightly on Ryoga's skin, as he buried his hair in the crook of the other's neck, just a little.
Smiling as he nuzzled Saeki a little Ryoga hugged him closer - his eyes closing as for the first time in a while he felt...content? It was nice like this and it sort of made him forget everything, even where he was.
"You know.. since we were deciding just how this .... um.. relationship.." Saeki unconsciously snuggled into the embrace,"... was going to work out... but..."Ok, so this was kind of hard to say...But it was better to get that cleared up right now too, right? It would definitely be much easier...
"But?" Ryoga blinked, hugging Saeki a little tighter as the other snuggled closer. Hopefully it was something good the other was going to say. The words sounded a little scary but the others actions could be deemed as comforting.
"We didn't decide..." Saeki took a deep breath, face flushing all over again before the word even left his mouth; he did have some idea as to how things worked between two guys. Not that he had one before, but then his friend in school had decided to educate him a bit in that department. Right now he was glad that they did, because, while he never imagined he would end up with a guy, but here he was with a guy and liking it so,"...you know, who gets to be on top and stuff..."
Ryoga couldn't help but chuckle a little at that. "A little eager aren't you?" He raised an eyebrow, kissing Saeki's neck just for looking so kissable at that moment. "I don't think people usually decide, just whatever happens...happens" He shrugged. Or it was usually what he went by at least.
"Oh...." Ok, so that made sense, and right now he was feeling like a big idiot, but then that was another matter dealt with, he shuddered lightly as Ryoga kissed his neck... Now all he had to do was wait for the color on his face to go down a bit, before he could actually look at Ryoga again. Till then he was hoping that the other won't mind him staying like this...
Sucking at the spot he'd kiss Ryoga ran his hands up and down Saeki's arms slowly. "But...I can understand why you asked, I guess I've just never thought of that before...I....have been out with more girls than guys myself so..." He shrugged. And the only guys he'd been out with were the controlling type where he had no choice but to be bottom.
"I did feel stupid asking that..." Saeki laughed lightly, lifting his head to kiss Ryoga again, "Its kind of a first for me in the whole department..." he pressed his lips against equally soft one's, "So there will be a few weird questions now and then..." and his heart was starting to pound in his chest again, but then he was getting more talking done than last time, so this was an improvement, right?
"Hmm" Ryoga kissed along Saeki's face lightly before pressing their lips together again. "We'll just do whatever feels right, but I don't mind that" His hand moved to cup one side of Saeki's face, kissing him gently this time, his own heart skipping a beat at how perfect it felt.
"Sure, that sounds ok..." Saeki's hands crawled along Ryoga's body in soft touches on the fabric of the other's shirt, which was a bit flimsy, he noticed as it slipped between his finger, at the very least, it was not easy to get a grip on it; while his lips were busied as he kissed back.
"Hmm" Ryoga sighed out softly, against the others mouth as the soft touches sort of soothed him. He wanted to stay like this for ages if he could, even if the floor wasn't that comfy. But Saeki was warm and cuddly and it was such a good moment to not want to pass it up.
"And I should be getting off you now..." Saeki spoke after a few quiet moments, almost surprised that the other had not complained that it was feeling heavy or something. Well, he said that, but his body was reluctant to make that effort, even if his mind was prodding him... he placed one hand on the floor again to sort of prop himself up.
Ryoga had to use a lot of effort to not pout at Saeki for saying that, but let it pass. "I guess" He mumbled, voice borderline sulky as Saeki moved. Yes, he really hadn't matured yet. "I should probably get to work in the kitchen too..." He frowned. He really didn't want to leave yet but he guessed it made sense if he wanted to finish on time.
"Um. " There was that too. The date or whatever you could call it. The thought of that was almost still not completely real. But then this was real, Ryoga did come here for him... and so that was too. Saeki pushed himself up, so that he was now sitting on his knees beside the other.
"Um?" Ryoga laughed faintly, reaching out and ruffling Saeki's hair. "That doesn't tell me a lot" He was still a little reluctant to leave, but he was fine when he thought about what he was leaving for.
"I shouldn't be keeping you here." Saeki smiled, nodding, taking a moment to just watch the other again, before reminding himself to get off the floor. Albeit reluctantly. "I'll see you at seven, ne?"
"Yup!" Ryoga smiled, somehow managing to get himself up without shifting too much, just sort of using his leg muscles. "I'll see you at seven in the kitchen then" He smiled even more, hugging Saeki one last time because it was hard not to.
"Sure. " Saeki's hand trailed along Ryoga's shoulders, wrapping around them in a sort of embrace, and dropping to his sides after, lingering there. Any more and he had a feeling he was going to be tempted to kind of hold back Ryoga some more. One that he actually might not feel so guilty to act on even. "Seven in the kitchen it is. "
Ryoga nodded before reluctantly pulling back, grabbing his hat that had been pulled off and putting it on (taking note in the nearest mirror he could see to check whether it was straight) before waving as he walked backwards to the door, bumping into it as he watched Saeki then grabbed the handle to turn and go out.
Saeki shook his head, (if that wasn't cute, he didn't know what else it could be called. ) Hope he is ok... He didn't ask; well, a light whack in the head won't be nearly enough to do any damage.... "You ok?" Or maybe he did ask, as he got up, walking to the door, to see the other off.
"I'm haha fine" Ryoga laughed it off, flushing a little. "Just...obviously struggling to leave" He bit on his lip, ducking his head as he finally got the door open, walking backwards out of it. "I should really leave though..."
"Don't let me stop you. " Saeki smiled wryly, knowing he was no help at all, as he peered though the crack in the half open door. But then he was trying, just failing a bit. That was ok for now. He didn't think Ryoga was doing much better than him right now. Which again made him smile a bit. "I can try kicking you out or something if you want, I won't be that good at it today though..."
Ryoga laughed a little more at that. So he wasn't the only one failing here at least. He walked back into the wall opposite Saeki's door, tilting his head a little. "I may have to run~" He smiled, a little amused even though it was making him dizzy and his heart race uncomfortably fast. He'd not been this attached to someone in...how long?
"Be careful if you are going to. " Saeki sighed softly, shaking his head. Knowing this guy, if Ryoga said he was running, then he just might actually do that. Though he himself wasn't sure if running in these corridors was ok. The tiling was a bit smooth, it would be easy to slip up and fall. While that might be a little amusing, but then he didn't want to see Ryoga fall. Nope.
"I don't think I can move without running" Ryoga went to scratch his head, forgetting about the hat for now. "Uh....I'll see you at seven..." He nodded to himself before forcing himself to finally turn and sort of jog away, not going well with his outfit but ah well.
"......." Saeki simply nodded, a vocal response being unnecessary, and well, as of now it was only resulting in more delays. So, maybe words were best left unsaid here. He kept the door open, not full way, but a wide enough crack, watching the other disappear, as the sound of Ryoga's footsteps receded as well.