Building Sandcastles
Hello.
How are you?
I've been better.
Are you surviving this cutthroat land we live in?
Somehow I'm making it, but it feels like I'm in open water in the middle of a shark feeding frenzy. Everybody wants a piece of me and what I got... or what I don't got. It's so easy to lose control nowadays. Even great gifts seem to come at great prices. I'm swimming in fees and debt now. It's far worse then I imagined it would feel. I guess the lesson that I'm learning is you have to be a freaking stonewall. A lot of bad things have happened to me and are going to happen to me and it's no use letting it rip your guts out every time.
I will be better soon.
My wedding is coming up.
I'm so excited for it. I imagine everyday talking to people of saying wife instead of fiance'. And just finally being joined to her. It's weird how distant you can still feel towards your significant other during tough times. But I know that my marriage to Kendra will be the final piece in the puzzle in our relationship and we will be complete. And she will be there with me through everything whenever I need her.
How are you?
I've been better.
Are you surviving this cutthroat land we live in?
Somehow I'm making it, but it feels like I'm in open water in the middle of a shark feeding frenzy. Everybody wants a piece of me and what I got... or what I don't got. It's so easy to lose control nowadays. Even great gifts seem to come at great prices. I'm swimming in fees and debt now. It's far worse then I imagined it would feel. I guess the lesson that I'm learning is you have to be a freaking stonewall. A lot of bad things have happened to me and are going to happen to me and it's no use letting it rip your guts out every time.
I will be better soon.
My wedding is coming up.
I'm so excited for it. I imagine everyday talking to people of saying wife instead of fiance'. And just finally being joined to her. It's weird how distant you can still feel towards your significant other during tough times. But I know that my marriage to Kendra will be the final piece in the puzzle in our relationship and we will be complete. And she will be there with me through everything whenever I need her.