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[the_icebox]

I wish i could make my words beautiful and i wish i could say how i really feel. i wish that some ephiphany would come to me... right now...now...now (nothing)
I`m so awake, and theres a million things running through my head
why does this happen?
why doesnt anything make any sense?
my thoughts are so run on, and they just start somewhere and run wild. I want to control them.
I want to be able to stay focused on one topic.
I really want to talk right now but i dont know what to say.
I dont really know how im feeling
there is not one or even a few words to describe how i feel
i want to write but i dont know what to write
i want to talk but i dont know what to say
its gonna be a really really really long night