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life has been crazy lately. alot of the things I have been hoping for and working towards have happened.
-bleeding hartt show happened
-i got the apartment I want for next year and it is going to be absolutely beautiful
- I got the internship of my dreams at sony for the summer. I honestly have no words I am in such shock
- kevin came up to visit this weekend.
something i realized: my expectations for everything are always for perfection. life will never be perfection because it is just that, life. My new attitude is lets strive for perfection and to be the best but not be so disapointed when shit doesnt go exactly according to plan. Also new realization: I cannot control everyone or everything. stupid but true. I`d love to be able to make people behave the way that I want them to but you know what that is never gonna happen so lets take what we can get and deal with all of the stupid bullshit that makes my skin crawl.
5 days until meg comes home
3.5 weeks until I am a senior in college. thats a scary fucking thought.
6.5 weeks until my first day at sony. even scarier thought. its gonna be an adventure. I wish I could go back in the past and show myself this accomplishment.
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pin hole just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
-bleeding hartt show happened
-i got the apartment I want for next year and it is going to be absolutely beautiful
- I got the internship of my dreams at sony for the summer. I honestly have no words I am in such shock
- kevin came up to visit this weekend.
something i realized: my expectations for everything are always for perfection. life will never be perfection because it is just that, life. My new attitude is lets strive for perfection and to be the best but not be so disapointed when shit doesnt go exactly according to plan. Also new realization: I cannot control everyone or everything. stupid but true. I`d love to be able to make people behave the way that I want them to but you know what that is never gonna happen so lets take what we can get and deal with all of the stupid bullshit that makes my skin crawl.
5 days until meg comes home
3.5 weeks until I am a senior in college. thats a scary fucking thought.
6.5 weeks until my first day at sony. even scarier thought. its gonna be an adventure. I wish I could go back in the past and show myself this accomplishment.
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pin hole just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound