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Hmm..yesterday I didn't go to school in the morning, walked around for aaaaages instead, then was going to go but seen Demola coming out so i went a smoked a tiny bit with him, still enough to get me stoned for a few minutes. talked a wee bit. still didn't say everything I want to say. Didn't even get started lol.
Seen two huge huge huge fucking worms, they were fucking disgusting.
If I still love him, am I a weak person?
Stole a mint from him that actually did turn out to be a mint. Gutted.
Went shopping and got some shoes, boy pants and a top. Seen Laura. Got a Subway.
Went a big huge four hour walk today. Had lunch at Nana's. Went to the award ceremony after school. Stupid cunts tried to glue a label over the only text in my whole book. Got it out though. Teachers asked if I was going to be in tomorrow. Em. Are you on drugs?
James comes back tomorrow. Dunno when though. He's my second favourite person in the world. Doesn't take a genius to work out who my first favourite person is.
I can just go up his house and drink and smoke every day now. 'Ease the pain'.
Unless I get a better offer. From you. I'd rather do it with you. I'd rather do everything with you. You don't have the time for me though.
Party on Saturday lol. Party next Friday too come to think of it.
James' last party was actually pure shite. Not for lack of people, music, drugs, booze or fights though. Just coz of what happened. James says it going to be different this time coz he's not going to let Thomas anywhere near me. He wouldn't have let Thomas do that, that's why he waited till he was away until he did. It was pure scary afterwards though when James found out coz I actually thought he was going to stab Thomas. 0_o
I'm just babbling now.
Seen two huge huge huge fucking worms, they were fucking disgusting.
If I still love him, am I a weak person?
Stole a mint from him that actually did turn out to be a mint. Gutted.
Went shopping and got some shoes, boy pants and a top. Seen Laura. Got a Subway.
Went a big huge four hour walk today. Had lunch at Nana's. Went to the award ceremony after school. Stupid cunts tried to glue a label over the only text in my whole book. Got it out though. Teachers asked if I was going to be in tomorrow. Em. Are you on drugs?
James comes back tomorrow. Dunno when though. He's my second favourite person in the world. Doesn't take a genius to work out who my first favourite person is.
I can just go up his house and drink and smoke every day now. 'Ease the pain'.
Unless I get a better offer. From you. I'd rather do it with you. I'd rather do everything with you. You don't have the time for me though.
Party on Saturday lol. Party next Friday too come to think of it.
James' last party was actually pure shite. Not for lack of people, music, drugs, booze or fights though. Just coz of what happened. James says it going to be different this time coz he's not going to let Thomas anywhere near me. He wouldn't have let Thomas do that, that's why he waited till he was away until he did. It was pure scary afterwards though when James found out coz I actually thought he was going to stab Thomas. 0_o
I'm just babbling now.