Apr 02, 2008 16:03
im not going to hold you on a pedestal anymore
i hate getting my hopes up to get let down.
if things will work out, they will be in your hands.
if i try too much, itll just pull me down.
and make me disappointed when im with you
and that doesn't work out very well does it!?
im not going away by any means
but you need something to miss from me
and one day you'll realize what you once had
hopefully!
im so happy its finally getting nice out. im so sick of the cold weather already
warm weather reminds me of tour.
i miss it so much. meeting so many people, seeing the country with my friends.
driving through unfamiliar places with the window down, blasting music
not worrying about anything except knowing that theres kids that cant wait to see you play
its an amazing feeling knowing your wanted.
relationship wise and social wise
at times i really miss bela kiss alot
but i know its nothing i cant attain again with another band.
we werent like underoath or anything.
just takes alot of hard work. time. and money
hahaha and when i feel drained of those. i just remember the feeling of standing on a stage in front of people. all of there eyes on you. and it gives me chills.
i love it.