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And she's already gone.
Idk why I'm still helping her.
No, I do. I still want to hang on.
But she already likes someone else; already kissed him.
Cause of one thing I said.
Now I know she never cared that much about me that way.
Cause she's already gone. So easy for her to move on. After the 'I love you's'. After 'it'. After everything. It makes no sense to me.
Ergggg, why can't this shit be easier?
I HATE sounding all emo.
I really need something to take my mind off all this. Hanging out with my friends like I have been the last few days really helps, but once I'm home, alone, it starts all over again.
I overthink everything before anything even happens and since I start thinking that way, that's how it unfolds. My conclusion.
I'm sorry I sound so repetitive, it's just how my mind keeps playing this out. Over and over and over again.
EDIT(2:41 am, Oct. 29th, 2007): Since I posted this, I have found out some things from one of my best friends that proves for a fact that she has been lying to me about at least a couple VERY important things. This has changed how I'm feeling alot, cause now, she has pissed me off by lying to me about one of my best friends. I can't tolerate that.
Idk why I'm still helping her.
No, I do. I still want to hang on.
But she already likes someone else; already kissed him.
Cause of one thing I said.
Now I know she never cared that much about me that way.
Cause she's already gone. So easy for her to move on. After the 'I love you's'. After 'it'. After everything. It makes no sense to me.
Ergggg, why can't this shit be easier?
I HATE sounding all emo.
I really need something to take my mind off all this. Hanging out with my friends like I have been the last few days really helps, but once I'm home, alone, it starts all over again.
I overthink everything before anything even happens and since I start thinking that way, that's how it unfolds. My conclusion.
I'm sorry I sound so repetitive, it's just how my mind keeps playing this out. Over and over and over again.
EDIT(2:41 am, Oct. 29th, 2007): Since I posted this, I have found out some things from one of my best friends that proves for a fact that she has been lying to me about at least a couple VERY important things. This has changed how I'm feeling alot, cause now, she has pissed me off by lying to me about one of my best friends. I can't tolerate that.