*sigh*

[the_harpy_lady]

I feel like I wasted the weekend. I mean, thursday was fun, but the rest of the weekend I did nothing, and yet was anxious to do something at the same time. My lame excuse for doing nothing is that I've felt like total crap this weekend. What the hell. I never get sick. I've eaten like, four peanuts and a banana over the last three days (seriously, I've lost, like, four pounds without even trying) Grrr, plus I have soooo much homework, which is what the last day of my weekend will consist of: being forcefully taken to church, doing homework, going to work, then doing more homework, then moping a bit over what the weekend could have been. Curse you henderson, you and your six page autobiographies!! So you could say "hey, even though you didn't do much over the weekend, at least it was an opportunity to sleep, right?" WRONG! For some reason I can't sleep either. I wake up in the middle of the night shaking like I did when I was little. At least I'm not hallucinating like I did when I was little. That always sucked. So I've gotten up at six oclock both days (say what?!) after getting like, 2 hours of sleep. Grr I feel icky. But at the same time, I kinda feel like sneaking out, stealing the car and illegally driving to a certain somewhere. Maybe I will. But then again I feel icky. So maybe I won't. Next weekend I will. Yeah. Next weekend will rock my socks I think. Just a feeling. Wow, this is the most depressing thing I've ever written. I'm totally bumming myself out. I need to leave on a cheerful note...*thinks* EVERYONE THINK OF YOUR FAVORITE TELETUBBY!!!! mkay I feel better ^_^   Hey, has anyone ever seen the show "its a big big world"? I know, its totally for like, preschoolers, but its somehow soothing. Its nice to watch after school when I'm totally stressed out. It takes place in this fake rainforest, and the main character is this super zen sloth named snook. He helps all the other rainforest creatures with their problems. I like it, shut up. *defensive glare*

Whoa, I just finally figured out how to do italics and bold and stuff on LI. My mind is officially blown.