May 12, 2005 22:04
Part I: Apologies
I would like to apologize to all of whom ive caused pain to directly or indirectly and i would like for those who fall under that category to kno that as long as i can breathe i never mean to harm any of you purposly and sometimes i loose my head and all you have to do is tell me and ill try my absolute hardest to fix the problem(s). Also i would like to say im sry for not updating like i used to...
Part II: Current Events
Things have been flipping out for me lately and i dont think i kno wat i should do. Tomorrow and Saturday a good friend of mine is going to be in a show that the dance department is putting on and i want to be there for her and another good friend of mine asked me if i wanted to go to a movie with her this weekend and to throw something on top of all of that ryan will be staying with me tomorrow night and maybe even saturday night bkuz of a death in the family. AAAAAAHHHHHHHH but ill go to the show and bring ryan along if he wishes kuz thats the more prosperous choice. things on the baseball front ended well i guess. we finished 10-8 with the best record of the school throughout all sports if im not mistaken. Summer-ball will go a lot better bkuz the guy who started ahead of me wont be playing this summer he'll be playing football... idiot
Part III: Thoughts for the Hell of It
WOW is it me or is being ignorant and arrogant along with stereotypical attitudes on how to go about life just the trendy thing nowa days. people that have such good lives tend to grow up with the major problems our society has had throughout the past few years. Ive always been told that death is a part of life and it seems at times that the big move killed me and few people have semed to care about me over here and now that i have the oppertunity to have a relationship that doesnt invole a complete and total slut im almost lost in wat to do. Sometimes i wonder how sad true sadness really is. and i find it humerous that people in my weight training class have no work ethic and every time we go to the track i run my ass off and they ask me y i run so much and to be honest its bkuz i have nothing to work for and im no one representing everyone and the pressure is somewhat painful and my back is beginning to break as my knees begin to buckle.
Also onced again i appologize for the lack of recent updates and such also for the load of crap preceded by the current events
Harper-Weston