(no subject)
Ahhhh today is going to be hectic.
-Bowling at 11 with Vicki
-Boxes auditions at 1 (god I'm so nervous)
-Vandalia with Justin and probably other people
-Grover's Corners (I doubt this one, but I'm hoping)
As of now, I'm listening to some Dave, trying to calm myself down. My first audition, which was Mary, was terrible. I tried singing the last verse to Jewel's "I'm Sensitive" and forgot the lyrics after getting into a line. Then, I tried singning the first verse, but forgot those all together. So I ended up singing "Twinkle Twinkle, Little Star" and messed up the words to THAT! I freaked out. I still have bad stage fright, it's just not as bad as it used to be.
Auditions for Dancing With Grace were better. I read from a script, but it was awkward at the same time. Jamie and I kissed, which was really weird since I hadn't even spoken to him before.
Then AP auditions were a lot better. Though, after a couple weeks, I realized I did, in fact, mess up the lyrics.
I'm scared out of my wits. I know I have my monologue memorized, but I'm just so afraid I'm going to forget when I get on stage. I'm afraid I won't be loud enough. I'm afraid I'll be too tense or something. Or maybe get into a speech pattern. GOD I don't want that to happen.
Ahhhh, I gotta go get ready. aklshajd neeeeervouuusssss.
-Bowling at 11 with Vicki
-Boxes auditions at 1 (god I'm so nervous)
-Vandalia with Justin and probably other people
-Grover's Corners (I doubt this one, but I'm hoping)
As of now, I'm listening to some Dave, trying to calm myself down. My first audition, which was Mary, was terrible. I tried singing the last verse to Jewel's "I'm Sensitive" and forgot the lyrics after getting into a line. Then, I tried singning the first verse, but forgot those all together. So I ended up singing "Twinkle Twinkle, Little Star" and messed up the words to THAT! I freaked out. I still have bad stage fright, it's just not as bad as it used to be.
Auditions for Dancing With Grace were better. I read from a script, but it was awkward at the same time. Jamie and I kissed, which was really weird since I hadn't even spoken to him before.
Then AP auditions were a lot better. Though, after a couple weeks, I realized I did, in fact, mess up the lyrics.
I'm scared out of my wits. I know I have my monologue memorized, but I'm just so afraid I'm going to forget when I get on stage. I'm afraid I won't be loud enough. I'm afraid I'll be too tense or something. Or maybe get into a speech pattern. GOD I don't want that to happen.
Ahhhh, I gotta go get ready. aklshajd neeeeervouuusssss.