Jul 20, 2005 16:21
I'm making my brother a cake before he leaves. My sis doesn't leave until the 20th. So yeah. I'm making muffins for the first day of school. I like to bake I didn't realize that till recently. Idk I'm being retarded. I miss my Sam and Kels. Maybe I'll see them sometime soon. I'm not doing anything for the rest of the summer. I'm probably going to miss my sister. but I can't miss her till she leaves. I'm not going to miss the way that she makes me feel like shit but I'll miss her when she's just having a good time. She might come back for my birthday though. That would be cool I guess. In little over a month I'll be 16. That's scary to me for so many reasons. My parents have been telling me that I can't do things until I'm 16 my whole life and now it's almost here and I'm scared that I won't be responsible enough or smart enough and I'll prove them right. I mean I don't have any common sense. I think I do but my parents do not agree neither does my grandmother. They think that if they give me a chance to make my own decisions I'll ruin my whole life. I think they might be right.