Jul 08, 2005 20:32
I'm free. I'm free. I'm bored out of my mind. I just got back from a nice evening out with my mother sister and cousin. We were driving around with the windows down. It smelled like summer. It was one of those moments where nothing else matters and this moment is perfect for just being. You know what I realized something the other day. I'm realy not that open with people. I say seemingly meaningful things about myself but normally what I'm realy saying is a meaningless fact taken out of context and doesn't really say much about my feelings. I don't do feelings really well. Like I have a jumble of emotions but there's not one I can pin down and say this is what I feel right now right this very minute. It's more like what's wrong with you and the respone is everything.