Clarification of things
I now have a LiveJournal account (obviously). I originally got it with the intent to view the entries of my friends and comment and all that. I've been thinking more and more of actually utilizing it for it's intended purpose. Perhaps I'll try tackling the mountain of worries and insecurities I have, rather than internalizing everything and letting it fester and rot. My mother has dealt with her feelings by ignoring them her entire life and it has led her to attempt suicide three times (that I'm aware of). I've always regarded journals and diaries as signs of weakness instead of healthy forms of expressing feelings. Ideally, I'll start posting things on here and dealing with whatever's in my head the right way. However, the thought of this scares me. I guess we'll see if I can follow through.