FUCKED!
how bad my life's been you'd think maybe something would start to loook up, get brighter, better, but no... I guess it's because god hates me and I'm going to hell...
Last night I wrecked my car.... And for those of you who do not know me... you're like well no big deal, well it is... because I don't have a liscense, insurance, and that car is my life..... oh well, it's just gods way of spitting water on my life....
so after I tried to get the car out of the person's front yard, I went to talk to them... they were ok people, the guy that lived there actually tried to get the car out for me, I was in no condition to drive, being as I just hit a light post and a tree head on, but it didn't work out for him either, so I'm stuck, No liscense, No insurance, police station 3 blocks away, I keep thinking what would have been a difference in how things would play out, I was planning on running home, it's about 7 blocks, so it's not that far, in the pouring rain, just leaving.... If I would have had my mom's insurance covering the car, that would have been the easy thing! but no, she denied it, and I thought I was covered....
The cop was totally cool, some douchebag that used to come to the pool and I'd let him in for free, He charged me with like 4 things, but since he knew me, he got me out of like 3 more things.... I figured I'd be spending the night in jail, which would have totally sucked, cause I wasn't spooning with some little ass dude... My fucking mom is such a doucher... it's not her fault, but I mean, she could have been a little nicer about the situation, it's my fuck up my 20 thousand dollar show car, is now 10k away from being scrap metal, I have to pay for the person's light post, and Everything is fine....
I just want everyone to know, If I didn't have people like matt weir, Dructor and Krystina, and Hulstine in my life, I'd prolly have killed myself by now....
noone will understand how much that car meant to me.... there's really nothign else I can say or do now, except get raped with convictions at the asshole DJ's office...
good news though.... MY CD'S CAME!!!! I wish I would have never ordered them... because that 70 bucks could have been great to put towards a light post.... or a new hood, I hope my car isn't totalled, cause if it is, I Prolly will end up killing myself.... - enough talk about that, Going to D.C. Today, hopefully I can stay positive...... no i cant fucking come shoot me in the face right now
I don't know if I told anyone or not, but my ankle is broken, so I'm gonna go run around in circles or something... god damnit
Last night I wrecked my car.... And for those of you who do not know me... you're like well no big deal, well it is... because I don't have a liscense, insurance, and that car is my life..... oh well, it's just gods way of spitting water on my life....
so after I tried to get the car out of the person's front yard, I went to talk to them... they were ok people, the guy that lived there actually tried to get the car out for me, I was in no condition to drive, being as I just hit a light post and a tree head on, but it didn't work out for him either, so I'm stuck, No liscense, No insurance, police station 3 blocks away, I keep thinking what would have been a difference in how things would play out, I was planning on running home, it's about 7 blocks, so it's not that far, in the pouring rain, just leaving.... If I would have had my mom's insurance covering the car, that would have been the easy thing! but no, she denied it, and I thought I was covered....
The cop was totally cool, some douchebag that used to come to the pool and I'd let him in for free, He charged me with like 4 things, but since he knew me, he got me out of like 3 more things.... I figured I'd be spending the night in jail, which would have totally sucked, cause I wasn't spooning with some little ass dude... My fucking mom is such a doucher... it's not her fault, but I mean, she could have been a little nicer about the situation, it's my fuck up my 20 thousand dollar show car, is now 10k away from being scrap metal, I have to pay for the person's light post, and Everything is fine....
I just want everyone to know, If I didn't have people like matt weir, Dructor and Krystina, and Hulstine in my life, I'd prolly have killed myself by now....
noone will understand how much that car meant to me.... there's really nothign else I can say or do now, except get raped with convictions at the asshole DJ's office...
good news though.... MY CD'S CAME!!!! I wish I would have never ordered them... because that 70 bucks could have been great to put towards a light post.... or a new hood, I hope my car isn't totalled, cause if it is, I Prolly will end up killing myself.... - enough talk about that, Going to D.C. Today, hopefully I can stay positive...... no i cant fucking come shoot me in the face right now
I don't know if I told anyone or not, but my ankle is broken, so I'm gonna go run around in circles or something... god damnit