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it happened. david and i broke up for good. its feels wierd. after he left i just kinda sat there. i feel horrible, cause i know how horrible he feels. this relationship was deja vu just with the roles reversed. i wish i could have changed that, but the circumstances were just to eerily similar. i wanted to hug him and tell him it would be alright and it was better this way. all i could say though was that if he ever needed anything i would still always be here for him cause i did care about him, just not the way he wanted. i really wish i could have stopped this sooner before it got this far. i hate relationships.