graduation
talk about scary. this is the last night before i have to become a responsible adult. i don't know if i can handle it. i really don't feel like i've laid out a clear or easy path for myself, and i certainly don't have any secure plans. everything is conditional. its really scaring me. not only that, but i have to leave so many amazing people that i've met over the last four years. i relly don't want to--they've been my life, my rock. i want the future to come and take me to DC, but then again i don't. i want my friends to be right there with me.