Sorry no multi-color post today....
Ok...so we are off the the N.C coast tomorrow!! Woot! But that also means no computer...oh well it will be soooo worth it!!!
Lately I have been writing a lot in my journal(not live but my notebook)...and I have writtin some pretty weird stuff....some of it came from my heart...others were inspired by songs/movies/tv shows....not all are true...after all they are just writings...but are some more...I'm not sure? any who...I just kinda wrote them...but tell me what you think..k?
“Empty dreams and broken promises
This is my reality,
Tripping me, pushing me down
Fighting to stay awake
The tear stains on my face
Memories of what was once good
Now haunt my sleepless nights”
“Memories that were once forgotten
Are now flooding into my mind
Thoughts of you haunt my soul
You’re taking over me
I can’t get you out of my head
You’re driving me insane
You already killed me before,
Why must you kill me again?
Haven’t you done enough already?
Why can’t you leave me alone?”
This one might have lines that sound familiar…some are from my previous entry...sort of
“I’m tired of falling for people who don’t fall back
My heart decides who it likes and who it doesn’t
And I can’t tell it otherwise
I’m tired of denying my feelings for someone
Because of my fear of rejection
Life requires risks
And for us to sometimes jump,
Sometimes to even jump blindfolded
I’m tired of saying good-bye every time I fall in love
I’m sick of either being too afraid to do anything
Or getting hurt for being true to my heart
It seems that no matter what I do,
I always get hurt one way or another
I wish just for once,
Those things will turn out right.”
“Why am I so afraid to let go
To let go of all the painful memories,
The cruel jokes and the awful words.
The broken promises and forgotten dreams.
If I just let go,
Everything would be better
But something inside
Is holding it all in
Something inside is tearing me apart.”
So what do ya'll think?...ya gotta tell me...please!
You guys should hear me talk...ya see, I pick up accents really easily...and because I come here every year...I know have a southernish accent when I talk...sometimes...not always...but it is gettin worse but it is really funny...well that is all for now I believe...
Love Ya All Tons!!!
STAY CLOSE TO GOD!! cuz He wants to stay close to you!!!
~~Jaqueline