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[the_groovenator]

even if i have the best night of my life tonight if i ever leave. i hope someone knows how liek shit i felt tonight before i actualy left. i kinda feel like i want to cry. i dont do that to often do i? welll hm. lets say this. FUCK YOU! may be to early to say anything i know and sorry if i end up loving it. but. at the moment my head wants to say it. and i have to let it out. you dont want me exploding do you. so i said it. FUCK YOU! i feel so loved right now. not invited to dinner? not told you are going to be an hour and a half later than you said you would be. "no rush" FUCK YOU!call me. im jtus in abad mood. i feel so loved. i feel so. like that loser kid that waits all night for their date and they never come. sure i dont have a date but what ever. sure you didnt forget about me you did forget to tell me how you would be late. you have a phone. oh ya ill walk there int he cold. in my halffinished peive of shit suit that is falilng apart and wouldnt prttect me fromt he wind or cold. if it rains its falling apart even mroe than it already is.
FUCK!
i hope the night turns out good so i can ignore this entry. and just have it be one of my bad moments but. you never know some times.