i miss being okay - a guide to being lonely when there are so many people around you.

Jul 08, 2006 17:53

i'm just trying to get on with my life.
i don't understand how he feels nothing.
i don't understand why i have to be the one that walks around with a sour stomach.
i don't know if i will ever be alright again after this.
sometimes i feel that something somewhere went horribly wrong.
like this wasn't meant to happen.
i lied to him about seeing other people because i wanted it to be easier for him to move on than it was for me, because i didn't feel like i could move on if he didn't leave me alone.
everyone expects me to be jealous instead of relieved to have his hands off of me.
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