Aug 17, 2005 10:09
While I am normallly a positive person, I cannot help but think sometimes, if everything may be falling apart. I disliked finding myself in the hospital, standing over a bed to watch one of my students. At least when Lee was operated on we had time to plan, time to steel ourselves and our emotions and know that everything would be okay. I disliked being summoned by bird and not by a person when the chuunin (and my jounin) returned with the ANBU. No one told me Neji would be half-dead and carried alongside Uchiha Sasuke. No one told me I'd be the one informing Hiashi.
Enough of this depressing stuff! Nejisan is not dead, and perhaps the next time I go to the hospital, he'll be awake. So maybe, maybe I will wait just a little longer to make sure. I cannot see him sleeping like that anymore.