Damn loans!!!
So today is interesting to me. It started out great, everything flowing, etc. and then boom. Started sucking. One guy told me he wants to wait another month to do his loan because he's waiting for his daughter to pay off his credit cards to boost his score.. or what not. So I was kinda on a high from thinking that was going to work to that not working. Oh well I have more going through, so it's not the end of the world.
Some guy robbed the store next to Emil's today right after lunch so the cops were out here cause Tammy was outside smoking when it happened so she saw it and had to give a report. Pretty groovy. I was amused. But then again, it doesn't take much.
Why do people lie? I'm wondering this right about now. I find it especially amusing when someone tells you something and they are obviously lying but they don't know that. Uh huh.. it's kinda like why bother? Might as well just tell the truth and skip all the hassel up making up a story and then keeping your stories straight for different people. Oh well.. of course, when you're in the middle of it, you never see it. I never did when I was being dumb.
UGH!!!! 330.. will the day not go fast enough.
Jorryn is doing great - finally over the strep I think and it's my weekend so I can hardly wait!!! We'll have a lot of wonderful alone time too so thats fun.. just snuggling and ticking and reading stories and playing with his toys.. thankfully all those toys he got at his birthday last week amuse him a ton still so we'll be good for lots of fun. I'm guessing we'll probably head out to my grandparents or parents house to hang out since they have air conditioning and we don't.. heat and my hair don't get along. Not to mention it makes J crabby.
WEELLLLL ... I'm kind of in a dead zone. I can't call on people right now because people aren't home yet and I have alrady finished up my shit with the files I have going. Maybe I'll go find Tammy and see what she is doing. Maybe I can help her. I dunno... I wish I could get some people I can actually do a damn thing with. Mortgages are hard, you know!!!! You have to be careful with your credit, and etc. I want to watch a good movie tonight. I watched Under the Tuscan Sun last night.. I love that movie.. the first time I saw it, it toally hit me for where I was. I needed to just let the ladybugs come to me and that's how it was again last night... You can just sit on things and wish things were different, you have to mind your own business, do your thing, and it'll come to you.
I died my hair last night. Back to it's natural deep brown. I love it like this, it's so dark.. if it were longer I'd probably look seductive, but not so much right now. That and my extra weight. Damn.. gotta lose it. I was doing better and then after the baby, I just haven't been able to do anything to lose it. And now I'm surrounded by people who love to eat more than I do and so it's kinda like we munch all day long.
You know next week, I would have been five months pregnant. I would know if I was having a boy or a girl... I would have had my first ultrasound.. Things would have been so different. Oh well.. it's better that I'm not at this point I guess. I don't think we would be able to handle it. Financially, I know we wouldn't be able to right now.
I miss Jorryn. I like that my hours are more flexible here though.. I get home earlier, more time with him.. hang out in the morning.. I've brought him in here a couple times.. things are just different. Life is changing.... the money will start rolling in =oD [I'm totally claiming that!!]
Anyhoo.. this has turned into a book.. but I haven't written in so long. Gotta start getting paperwork around to call on tonight at home so that I can jet out of here early hopefully!!! It's 340 right now.. so hopefully I can get out pretty early.. but stay away from the heat =oD Yep, those are my goals ....
Some guy robbed the store next to Emil's today right after lunch so the cops were out here cause Tammy was outside smoking when it happened so she saw it and had to give a report. Pretty groovy. I was amused. But then again, it doesn't take much.
Why do people lie? I'm wondering this right about now. I find it especially amusing when someone tells you something and they are obviously lying but they don't know that. Uh huh.. it's kinda like why bother? Might as well just tell the truth and skip all the hassel up making up a story and then keeping your stories straight for different people. Oh well.. of course, when you're in the middle of it, you never see it. I never did when I was being dumb.
UGH!!!! 330.. will the day not go fast enough.
Jorryn is doing great - finally over the strep I think and it's my weekend so I can hardly wait!!! We'll have a lot of wonderful alone time too so thats fun.. just snuggling and ticking and reading stories and playing with his toys.. thankfully all those toys he got at his birthday last week amuse him a ton still so we'll be good for lots of fun. I'm guessing we'll probably head out to my grandparents or parents house to hang out since they have air conditioning and we don't.. heat and my hair don't get along. Not to mention it makes J crabby.
WEELLLLL ... I'm kind of in a dead zone. I can't call on people right now because people aren't home yet and I have alrady finished up my shit with the files I have going. Maybe I'll go find Tammy and see what she is doing. Maybe I can help her. I dunno... I wish I could get some people I can actually do a damn thing with. Mortgages are hard, you know!!!! You have to be careful with your credit, and etc. I want to watch a good movie tonight. I watched Under the Tuscan Sun last night.. I love that movie.. the first time I saw it, it toally hit me for where I was. I needed to just let the ladybugs come to me and that's how it was again last night... You can just sit on things and wish things were different, you have to mind your own business, do your thing, and it'll come to you.
I died my hair last night. Back to it's natural deep brown. I love it like this, it's so dark.. if it were longer I'd probably look seductive, but not so much right now. That and my extra weight. Damn.. gotta lose it. I was doing better and then after the baby, I just haven't been able to do anything to lose it. And now I'm surrounded by people who love to eat more than I do and so it's kinda like we munch all day long.
You know next week, I would have been five months pregnant. I would know if I was having a boy or a girl... I would have had my first ultrasound.. Things would have been so different. Oh well.. it's better that I'm not at this point I guess. I don't think we would be able to handle it. Financially, I know we wouldn't be able to right now.
I miss Jorryn. I like that my hours are more flexible here though.. I get home earlier, more time with him.. hang out in the morning.. I've brought him in here a couple times.. things are just different. Life is changing.... the money will start rolling in =oD [I'm totally claiming that!!]
Anyhoo.. this has turned into a book.. but I haven't written in so long. Gotta start getting paperwork around to call on tonight at home so that I can jet out of here early hopefully!!! It's 340 right now.. so hopefully I can get out pretty early.. but stay away from the heat =oD Yep, those are my goals ....