so....
here goes me typing.. even though i usually don't get many comments on my entries, meaning that either noone reads or noone cares. therefore, my journal is rendered completely useless, as i could have just as easily written an uncensored version of what i'm about to write on a piece of paper, complete with illustrations, and had twice as much fun. but i'm here, so wtf.
um, let's see.... i'm working at kohl's in addition to my other job. i work after hours pricing and stuff. i'm totally not used to being on my feet, so doing it for 6 hours at a time is killer. but it's getting better. i still hate the fact that i'm working so much, though. not enough sleep = icky. tonight i'm planning on telling them i can't work weekends anymore... that should make them shit a brick. idk if i'm gonna have the balls to do it. i feel bad since i just started a few weeks ago. but i shouldn't be giving up my only time to see my friends just to get a little money, right?
had some good times right before everyone left for school.... drinking's my favorite :P
also had some problems. still trying to deal with them. i know this is rather vague, but it's stuff that only the privileged (or underprivileged- however you want to look at it) get to know about.
i guess the biggest things on my mind lately are my loneliness, and the feeling that nobody truly cares about me. i feel the latter is proven more and more every day- by the most unlikely people.
hoping to get a house this winter after my lease is up. i hate this place. i hate the people that own it, and i hate the neighbors. in fact, i hate the whole idea of an apartment. so, um.... that's that.
i was planning on getting my eyebrow pierced, but the dickholes at my office job said that having a small bandaid above my eye for a few weeks isn't good for customers to see. w/e. so i'll be getting tattooed again instead. not sure where yet, and i'm not telling you the options. it'll be a surprise ;)
well, that's all i have.. sorry.
i'll try harder next time, daddy.
****edit**** kathryn, i'm sorry i couldn't make it to your party-ma-bob! i really did want to! i txtd apple, but got no response.. :(
****edit 2**** exciting thing: i'm going to OU for halloween weekend. SWEET!
any (serious) costume ideas?
um, let's see.... i'm working at kohl's in addition to my other job. i work after hours pricing and stuff. i'm totally not used to being on my feet, so doing it for 6 hours at a time is killer. but it's getting better. i still hate the fact that i'm working so much, though. not enough sleep = icky. tonight i'm planning on telling them i can't work weekends anymore... that should make them shit a brick. idk if i'm gonna have the balls to do it. i feel bad since i just started a few weeks ago. but i shouldn't be giving up my only time to see my friends just to get a little money, right?
had some good times right before everyone left for school.... drinking's my favorite :P
also had some problems. still trying to deal with them. i know this is rather vague, but it's stuff that only the privileged (or underprivileged- however you want to look at it) get to know about.
i guess the biggest things on my mind lately are my loneliness, and the feeling that nobody truly cares about me. i feel the latter is proven more and more every day- by the most unlikely people.
hoping to get a house this winter after my lease is up. i hate this place. i hate the people that own it, and i hate the neighbors. in fact, i hate the whole idea of an apartment. so, um.... that's that.
i was planning on getting my eyebrow pierced, but the dickholes at my office job said that having a small bandaid above my eye for a few weeks isn't good for customers to see. w/e. so i'll be getting tattooed again instead. not sure where yet, and i'm not telling you the options. it'll be a surprise ;)
well, that's all i have.. sorry.
i'll try harder next time, daddy.
****edit**** kathryn, i'm sorry i couldn't make it to your party-ma-bob! i really did want to! i txtd apple, but got no response.. :(
****edit 2**** exciting thing: i'm going to OU for halloween weekend. SWEET!
any (serious) costume ideas?