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i am entering a school poetry contest. i am kind of nervous about it. my brother's ex-wife passed away today. sad day. i am sorry people have to go away. i feel death before it comes. last night i cried thinking about if my grandmother were to die and today someone dies. the last time something like this happened, it was with my uncle. i had a dream he died, but three days later he called me to tell me his father died. i am scared of my own thoughts and i think it is my fault for some reason. i want it to stop.
