Jan 15, 2006 23:42
I was really anxious about house-sitting this last week, but it was really relaxing this time to be back in the Cliff. Boring as hell though. I was too worn out from stressing over what classes would be like to do anything, so I mostly just sat around and watched movies and petted the animals a while. Once Laura came down though, it was great. Having a couple of days to relax with her really made me feel better. We really screwed w/ my dog's sleep schedule, since he's usually in bed by 10 and up by 7 and we offset that by about 5 hours, but eating lots of cheese and watching really scary reality shows on MTV and VH1 was way better than sleeping normal hours. Have any of you seen Flavor of Love? It's fucking creepy as hell. It's about a bunch of women who are trying to get into a relationship w/ Flava Flav a la The Bachelor. These bitches are crazy. It's like high school all over again, except they get to play it up even more since they're on camera. Speaking of which, we also saw an episode of Made featuring a guy that was basically any one of my group of friends in high school. D&D geek extraordinare wanted to be a playa, so he had a coach trying to teach him how to pick up women. It was painful. Laura just kept laughing at me about it the whole time, but at least I'm a little cuter than this dude was. And I never did the clasped hand bow to people when I was ending a conversation with them. Guys like him make the rest of us geeks look so bad it makes me want to cry.
Anyway, I have tomorrow off from classes, so I can try and get ahead on some of my school work and make more time to bust my ass in sculpture and glass. But who am I kidding? I really don't want to spend tomorrow reading. So I'm going to run w/ Franks to take a look at a new washer and drier since ours burned out. Probably gonna grab Jessy too, since we haven't gotten to really hang out w/ her since New Years. I really feel like socializing, but for some reason it's been kind of difficult lately. Everyone is feeling sick too, hopefully that will blow over soon.
My parents were showing me some glass sculptures they saw down at the resorts in the Bahamas. Matt says I need to hurry the hell up and graduate so I can start making stuff like that and bring in some money. I really need to figure out this art thing soon I guess. Financial aid dries up soon and I'm gonna need to make rent somehow. Plus, y'know, gotta support myself for the rest of my life and whatnot.
Tonight I'm kind of uneasy, there are a lot of things on my mind that I'm worried about. Hopefully they'll wear off some by morning. I'm really getting tired of dreaming so much. Aside from one pretty good dream a couple nights ago, they've all been really bizzare lately and hit a little too close to home right now. This gift of foresight thing is a lot scarier when it happens in my sleep.