Jan 19, 2011 01:06
today:
threw and shattered a plate out of hopelessness and frustration, plead my case in vain to deaf ears, probably lost jesse, making three for three out of the magic three, the longest standing one, with the best odds, fielded terrifying suicide call reinforcing the notion that some of us just have it and the waking world will never get it, still no good news about my grandfather, am no closer to becoming a legitimate person.