Feb 18, 2006 00:27
I don't think I've ever seen a big pool of blood before. I thought it would look less... fake. I thought it'd start to dry at the edges but it just kinda sat there. It was probably coagulating under the surface where I couldn't tell.
I saw an old man fall down and cut a chunk out of is lip and off his forehead. There was blood pouring down is face and I found myself going through the actions of being freaked out and disgusted but actually it was just like when a family acquaintance that I didn't know well died and I ended up crying just so as not to seem completely heartless.
Maybe I wasn't grossed out because I was in shock. Maybe I really am just heartless.