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i got stuck in a playground slide while playing kick the can in a cockroach infested park. there were so many roaches crawling around being dirty and disgusting.
i feel like i am wasting too much time, whether it be on the computer or just sitting in my room looking at back issues of old torn up magazines. it makes me feel guilty when i wake up late and just sit around until someone picks me up at night. i need motivation to do something important and something that will make me feel useful. ive been recording in my room by myself and with ryan occasionally. ive been happy with what has been coming out, i dont listen to it the next morning and cringe at how bad my stuff is anymore.
i feel like i am wasting too much time, whether it be on the computer or just sitting in my room looking at back issues of old torn up magazines. it makes me feel guilty when i wake up late and just sit around until someone picks me up at night. i need motivation to do something important and something that will make me feel useful. ive been recording in my room by myself and with ryan occasionally. ive been happy with what has been coming out, i dont listen to it the next morning and cringe at how bad my stuff is anymore.