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Ok, So I really want to give
up on life right about now.
I fucking try so hard to put
as much effort forth as I can
into the relationships I have
with people.(particulary one)
I do everything I can to get
things back to normal with
this person and it just gets
thrown in my face. I don't
see how you can care so much
for one person for so long,
and then just turn around
and start hanging out with a
someone else who doesn't brush her
teeth, tweeze her eyebrows,
shave her legs,wash her hair
or even take showers. And it's
not like I want to go back out
with this person,honestly, I just miss
our friendship. We used to be
best friends, I told that person
EVERYTHING, and now that that's
gone and dead, I have no one
to talk to, and I'm going crazy.
And it's not like I have
absolutely no one to talk to,
but this person made me feel
better when I was down, and gave
me hope, and always cheered me
up and was there for me. And now
I'm ignored and replaced. It hurts
so much,I'm constantly like rejected
for someone uglier and stupider then
me, which hurts even more.I seriously
need someone to talk to, but everyone
seems to have their own problems nowadays
and I'm kind of neglecting my own by
trying to fix theirs.It really sucks.
Other then that, Thanksgiving is tomorrow.
My Aunt Barb and Chris are coming over.
And I borrowed the Badder Santa from
Brandon so that him and I could watch it
because it is fucking hilarious. =)
Haha,yeah so today, Kendra Duby comes into
6th hour, and starts asking me and Elyse
what Emo is, and if there we're any kids
at our school that we're Emo. And then
she's like "Does that stand for Emotional?"
It was funny. Because she's so dumb.
And her last name is Duby none the less.
Fits her perfectly, because that's all
she smokes....heh...heh heh........
yeah, leave me some comments
if you know what i should do,
about anything. cuz i really
am in need of some help =/
up on life right about now.
I fucking try so hard to put
as much effort forth as I can
into the relationships I have
with people.(particulary one)
I do everything I can to get
things back to normal with
this person and it just gets
thrown in my face. I don't
see how you can care so much
for one person for so long,
and then just turn around
and start hanging out with a
someone else who doesn't brush her
teeth, tweeze her eyebrows,
shave her legs,wash her hair
or even take showers. And it's
not like I want to go back out
with this person,honestly, I just miss
our friendship. We used to be
best friends, I told that person
EVERYTHING, and now that that's
gone and dead, I have no one
to talk to, and I'm going crazy.
And it's not like I have
absolutely no one to talk to,
but this person made me feel
better when I was down, and gave
me hope, and always cheered me
up and was there for me. And now
I'm ignored and replaced. It hurts
so much,I'm constantly like rejected
for someone uglier and stupider then
me, which hurts even more.I seriously
need someone to talk to, but everyone
seems to have their own problems nowadays
and I'm kind of neglecting my own by
trying to fix theirs.It really sucks.
Other then that, Thanksgiving is tomorrow.
My Aunt Barb and Chris are coming over.
And I borrowed the Badder Santa from
Brandon so that him and I could watch it
because it is fucking hilarious. =)
Haha,yeah so today, Kendra Duby comes into
6th hour, and starts asking me and Elyse
what Emo is, and if there we're any kids
at our school that we're Emo. And then
she's like "Does that stand for Emotional?"
It was funny. Because she's so dumb.
And her last name is Duby none the less.
Fits her perfectly, because that's all
she smokes....heh...heh heh........
yeah, leave me some comments
if you know what i should do,
about anything. cuz i really
am in need of some help =/