Desperate

[the_female_form]

How long should a panic attack last? Cuz this one is on day 8 and I haven't slept, I can barely eat, I'm so agitated. I can't hold still, I can't breathe. It's 3am in the morning and I'm forcing Alex to sleep in the living room with me so I can have company while I pace, back and forth and back and forth, trying not to cry. Again.

I am so upset. I really wish someone would just drop off some anxiety meds for me because I'm terrified to go see somebody but I fear if I don't get some help soon I'm not gonna be able to manage anymore.

I am in Hell.