Jan 17, 2009 17:04
Everyone tells me how like... I'm me and where I came from doesn't matter or nothin.
Why can't I believe 'em?
Everyone here knew their parents. Whether they were good people like Nelnir and the old guy had, or just people like Nel had or assholes like Nekki, North and South had... they knew 'em. They know which one of their parents they look most like, or what good points they've inherited. Or the bad points, that they can avoid.
Does depression run in my family? Is that why I get it so much? Or is it like... just me that does that? Where they nice people? Do I look like my mother or my father? Did they give me up or did I get taken? Am I going to make stupid mistakes they made, just cos I wasn't there to learn from them?
I just don' feel like I'll ever know who I am, cos I don't know where I came from.
kon