Dec 26, 2008 18:48
It was good and sad...
Xmas Eve was at my parents house...not many showed up...all the family feuding...of course it has to do with money...some of my loving aunts and uncle think my grandpa is dead for some reason...hes alive and its his money...
Christmas...went to my aunt's new house...i was the bigger person eventhough she never showed up when i would invite her...my house still has more personality...went to see Sam...he wasn't himself...very down...which made me down...which made me think of the past 3 and a half months...i made a lot of mistakes in life...but what i did is unforgiveable...
how can i make things better? any suggestions? how can i redeem myself?
with the new year so close i can touch it...i want to be a better self...the person i see in the mirror is unrecognizable...