Jul 01, 2005 16:18
well here we are a new day and a new update from me... I hope you fuckers aint forgot about me since my last post... shit i dont even remember when the hell that was, just been so damn busy with work and friends I haven't had much time to myself. Well all who know me know that I have always wanted a B.C. Rich warlock guitar, and well I bought one and I hope to have some pictures of me using it, I know very little even though I am learning (allbeit very slowly) vermillion parts 1 and 2 by slipknot.
This time I have spent away from the internet made me realize how much shit changes and how much stays the same, and most of all who read this are happy in their own existance I might just phase out and concentrate on my life up here, because that is what matters most to me right now. I mean hell you guys are still some of my closest friends but I dunno, I feel seperated, not just by a mattter of miles, but by a thought of that I dont think you guys know who I am anymore, I mean shit so much has happened in the past few weeks where I cannot even begin to describe. I am finally content with my life here and I am actually starting to like it. I am becoming who I wanted to be, an artist. Being here has made my work has tremendously greatened and I have about enough material to start my band... granted it aint MTV friendly, nor radio friendly... shit it aint even friendly. Once I have final details I will share them with you guys, but my dream, my passion is comming into full swing, PMG is becoming a reality. (PMG = Post-mortem Gangbang)
and I do have alot of you to thank, actually all of you guys that read this have influenced me more than I can say and I thank you.
ya know, I think you guys are better off without me around, you seem to be so happy and I am glad.
raz