Home sweet home
I knew I was damaged good at one point in my life. That my mind was fractured and there seemed to be little pieces missing from the puzzle. But I am at a very odd place right now.
It seems that fate wants everything for me now, that it's giving me the get of jail free card and allowed happiness to finally be at play.
I have a succesful webcomic that I enjoy working on, I have a possible job thanks to someone I consider a good friend and thanks to that webcomic, I have a publisher looking over my first real comic script and I think I may have found the right girl for me finally.
After all this time, after Christine, Danielle, the confusion with abbie, the stuff with jess and being led on on more then one occasion. I feel that something is finally write I've only known her a few days now and it seems like I'm relearning everything that I seemingly forgot about trying to be in a relationship with someone.
I'm scared, almost to the point of being terrified that there will be someway I'll manage to fuck up and lose just like always. It feels like the ride is still climbing up to the highest point before it drops you and you get that thrill before it's all over.
I just, I want it to work out really. I want my license and a car so I can take this part of my life into my own hands and not turn back.
I mean I'm finally getting the hours at work I deserve and it took me so long to fight for that.
It feels like my life is finally making some sense again and I really hope it improves from here. Finding love again, being succesfull and being able to have people proud of you. It's all someone like me can ask for.
Here's hoping it works out.
It seems that fate wants everything for me now, that it's giving me the get of jail free card and allowed happiness to finally be at play.
I have a succesful webcomic that I enjoy working on, I have a possible job thanks to someone I consider a good friend and thanks to that webcomic, I have a publisher looking over my first real comic script and I think I may have found the right girl for me finally.
After all this time, after Christine, Danielle, the confusion with abbie, the stuff with jess and being led on on more then one occasion. I feel that something is finally write I've only known her a few days now and it seems like I'm relearning everything that I seemingly forgot about trying to be in a relationship with someone.
I'm scared, almost to the point of being terrified that there will be someway I'll manage to fuck up and lose just like always. It feels like the ride is still climbing up to the highest point before it drops you and you get that thrill before it's all over.
I just, I want it to work out really. I want my license and a car so I can take this part of my life into my own hands and not turn back.
I mean I'm finally getting the hours at work I deserve and it took me so long to fight for that.
It feels like my life is finally making some sense again and I really hope it improves from here. Finding love again, being succesfull and being able to have people proud of you. It's all someone like me can ask for.
Here's hoping it works out.