well its gonna be short

[the_fab_life_of]

I don't know what 2 update about... let's see. I'm depressed and Alex is depressed, it's a bad place 2 be right now. I sleep like all day and all night. And my poor roommate cried like all day :-( I feel like me and Corban's friendship is slipping away cuz of Dave. I have a little bit of a rough time hanging out with him. Im getting better tho. At least I am trying 2 open my eyes and realize some of the great guys I hang out with. Blaaah it's workin a lil, I got some new/old interests ;-) Okay fine im not gonna lie, no one compares 2 the way I feel about Dave. But hey as long as I work on moving on it should work, right? right?!

I just found out 2day that me and my mom are going 2 Flordia and then sraight 2 Chicago. I mean Im excited, but im not. I'm just excited 2 get through the next couple days.
Christmas Presents I've bought so far:
Chris: some hoodie from a store he wants like g-unit or something
Corban: the poker set
Jessica: Her damn steve madden boots that i have 2 have shipped from effing France
CAMERON: a train set, some airplanes, and more trains
Alex: a hott puma sweat shirt, the color is sol
Tracey: I CANT TELL YOU!!! {cuz she'll read this}
and as 4 Mary... I don't know yet. I love her so I'm going 2 get her something, but I want it 2 be something she really likes.

***Santa: please answer my one :-:-true-:-: wish***