Here's the deal...
Besides the fact that I know you want nothing to do with me or what I have to say...
I'm not mad anymore,
(see that's the thing, you never got me REALLY mad, so you don't know, anger is something i feel very deeply.) However, like most deep emotions, to me, it is like that late night/early morning smoke--totally unnecessary, but you can't make it without it, yet you put it out when it's only half-way done.
However mixed up that was, I am not.
That's a lie.
I am.
always will be..
but in some evil fucked up way I DID mean it when I said I hoped that you'd be happy.
I think you deserve it.
I think that most people do.
And I hope that you have found it.
Even though even writing this totally negates everything that I want to say I don't care about.
The truth is,
I keep a rubber band on my wrist,
and every time I think of you,
I pop it,
to remind my mind not to.
Prepositions are bad to end with
I'm not mad anymore,
(see that's the thing, you never got me REALLY mad, so you don't know, anger is something i feel very deeply.) However, like most deep emotions, to me, it is like that late night/early morning smoke--totally unnecessary, but you can't make it without it, yet you put it out when it's only half-way done.
However mixed up that was, I am not.
That's a lie.
I am.
always will be..
but in some evil fucked up way I DID mean it when I said I hoped that you'd be happy.
I think you deserve it.
I think that most people do.
And I hope that you have found it.
Even though even writing this totally negates everything that I want to say I don't care about.
The truth is,
I keep a rubber band on my wrist,
and every time I think of you,
I pop it,
to remind my mind not to.
Prepositions are bad to end with